BI_HYUL

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Bi_Hyul + Eun Hyuk

but heard that currently broke..

wish to noe de reason..

aikz...de EY reali dunno how to appreciate..

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Bi_Hyul ROCKS!!!

BIHYUL

ＳＥＡＬＩＮＧ　 　悲血

含秀晶[Sealing Bihyul]

生日：1985/5/9

身高:163CM

兴趣:听音乐,玩电脑,编舞蹈,吃

职业:COSPLAYER,学生

国籍:韩国

在地:韩国汉城

GF:恩赫

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OMG she's DAMN YENG!!

LOVED BIHYUL!!!

and her GF...

LUCKY LA!got a such yeng bf...

if she dare break with her i'm sure many ppl'll k til she die!

yeryer~~!!!

BIHYUL ROCKS!!!

stil LOVELESS

==LOVELESS==

OMG i LOVE LOVELESS MAN!

so nice~~

bought the comic today la haha~^^

but til epi 7 onli ar..and it stop when they wanna start battle!!!

seimei and ritsuka...

ahh!!!

i LOVE soubi^^

love love love~^^

soubi dono~*^^*

LOVELESS

Oh god I LOVE LOVELESS~!!
Wanna buy its manga…
MUST buy!!
Bought 3..no money..pk d…
Bought TVXQ’s stuff n now broke..aikz..
But!! I’ll buy loveless!!
Haha~~

Mood not god actually..
HYPER NOT GOOD...
Last nite cry til I wanna die…
TVXQ’s concert ar.. on 24th of nov..
Wanna me die..haihz..
But my dad might let me go if got fren going…
But dunno he trust my FRIENDS anot..
They dun like I noe frens from net..
But no fault wat..
I met a TRUE and SINCERE fren on net..
Better than those around..
Who are fake and…well…anything~~




Suju’s 2nd album is out..
Haven get all their song..
OMG I LOVE KIBUM!!!
Damn yeng ar his style!!!
No longer guai guai type d..
Now is YENG!!!
Yah~*><* TVXQ~~ I wanna buy S-mag for oct… But..currently no money.. Nvm..i can WAIT…I THINK… Haha..can la can la..as long as it wont out of stock then I can wait.. YES!!! Love yun^^ After saying this,de next second when I look at jae’s pic, Aikz…again… This situation happens again and again.. Everytime I feel like changing to yun but jae… Haha suanla I can NEVER escape from jae *^^*

Ohya said jae! The jaejoong project accepted my submission!! Haha~^^ Happy happy~~ At last I can do something for him..which I can let him noe.. Yeah~^^ I’m stil moody actually… And I think I’ll remain til tomorrow… Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be fine.. Wanna go buy loveless!! Go walk walk with melon.. Long time din go out with her d… Coz….i finally stop avoiding anyone la!!! Even ssp..

Ohya!! Meet daddy yest~^^ When I go parade..reali got fate har..haha Then first reaction when saw him is, LAUGH 2nd, LAUGH 3rd, LAUGH hahahahha!!! Daddy ar I reali not use to c ur….. Hahaha..but still eng zai la fong sum luilui wont cai bad u geh haha.. Before u back aus this time MUST gather ar.. I DON’T CARE.. Haha~~^^

YunJae~*^^*

LOVE this pic^^

YunJae~~*^^*

must love forever~^^

FISH --- SCARY!!!!!!!

OMG~!!!


I'll never know that fish are SO scary!!!


i murdered a baby fish again..


well not MURDERED but just release it back to its habitat^^


and the big fish...


when i walk out...


i look into it...


eh??where is the fish???


GONE---


then, i glance at the floor.


WHAT IS THAT??


then, i shouted...


THAT FISH!!!


and my brother nearly stepped on it!!!


really...


AHHH!!!


but luckily it's not dead yet..


PHEW~~~


and then i wanna go open the door..


got an unknown creature touched my toes..


shouted again..


ahh...


reali an....


EXCITED night...


ish...

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Sud miss BOKE gang very much..

LOVE this pic..

BOKE FOREVER~*^^*

SLEEP~~~

ah~~

slept 2hours in skol today...

HAHA~^^

wanna take part in jj's project...

hopefully i'm in..

~*PEACE*~

TVXQ IN PARIS

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OMG THEY'RE SOOOOOOOOO YENG!!!

haha....

Love them so much..

paris style~~

suits them alot^^

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Mr KimJJ

LV ar~~~

man he's RICH!!!

buy for me gah haha~~^^

(ignore me plz*^^*)

anyway,he's CHARMING!!!

SCHOOL..

read mummy's comment...

reali felt sorry to her..hehee...

SORRY YA MUMMY...

i noe gela..

but recently i quite fan..

there's something i cant shout out here and its not so convenient to tel...

aikz...til now onli got 3 persons noe about it...

and i dun think wil have de 4th...

dunno..depends.....

today back to school....

"hisashiiburi~~"such kind of feel...haha...

mayb i really missed school alot

my miss is absent's miss...not TAT miss...

i'll never MISS amc...

no no AMC....

but 5s5 i'll ^^

My maths!!!

objective got 39/40...............................

aikz aikz....

but nvm la..i din check after do...

i sleep de moment i finished...

damn tired that day..

haha...nvm la..

hope my paper2 is good then no worries...

NO WORRIES...

when can i say this word??

i'm having MANY worries now..

not all worries la but...

aikz dunno how to explain..

as time goes by..

hope de situation will get better~~

here's a pic of a tb in korea!!!

SHE'S COOL MAN!!!

and looks like yun too..

ahhh~!!!!

TODAY

din go skol today~~

muahaha..

sleep til 11stg..

rewatch "nobuta wo produce" ar..

got my lil Yuto-chan~~*

so cute!!!!

LOVE HIM!!!

haha...and that song i found yest is that song i want!!

Stephanie's..haha~^^

today went isc with Jo...

long time din chat with Jo d la..

how long ar????

cant reali rmb la...

last time got slightly~ conflict..but now ok gua...

bg...aikz...

but the other side...

i reali no idea how to handle..

dunno how to face oso..

i think i not going skol is to avoid such situation gua..

dunno...

dunno wat to do and how to do...

aikz...

nodame~~~

rewatching oso ...ahaha^^

at last...this is for today..
TRIAL ENDS~!!!HOOORAY~~~
and I finished Nodame~~
SO NICE !!!
never know that hiroki nariyama so yeng..
ah!!!
haha...not going school tomorrow..
but de actual reason..
not wanna sleep actually..
i oso dunno y i dont feel like going..
stil phobia skol??
wont gua..
haihz..anything la..
today talked with ssp n joey..like nothing..
just like last time..
but izit really nothing??
i dunno...wakaranai..zenzen..
aikz anything la..
let it flows~~

I LOVE YUTO~!!!
got many stuff today..
songs^^
Stephanie~~
I dunno tis is de one i'm searching all the while..
i think yes gua..
haha..her voice..FANTASTIC...
haha...

TVXQ~!!
not much comment abt them..
but..SHINE PV!!!
LOVE IT!!!!!!!
de scene they dance at de water..
oh MAN!!!
MAN!!!
they're man..haha^^
MY man~~

peacock fish~!!

8/9

so… today…aren’t a bad day after all…
went visit my grandpa after tt…
he’s…stil lidat…
aikz…
and informed my parents too if not when they back I’ll scold by my dad til stick to de ceiling…
so…I ate cake^^
expresso cheese cake…
SO NICE~**
I LOVE CAKES *^^*
Haha…and now so darn full…uh…

My peacock fish~!!!
Born fish babies!!!
But then…dunno y it dead after born…
And its living environment is seriously “polluted”…
My dad should change clean water for them before leave!!!
And…from 10 adult fishes, 9 dead.
The lucky fella is rescued by me n my bro and currently being separated with the babies…
My mum said need to separate…
Don’t know y…
Sa~~na~~…??

I’m in love with Jay’s Secret’s OST!!!
SO NICE!!!
Ah LOVE that!!
Are those human hands?????
Unbelievable…
And I never realize that Jay Chou is SOOOO good in piano….
WOW and WOWWWWWWWW~!!!!!!!!!!
Hahaha…he’s really talented…
Undeniable…





-23.56

Bad day..ish..dramatic

7/9

I was stressed up…
No choice but I have to give up bio…
Why must such storyline happen in my life??
My parents are in KL and they’re heading to Thai noon…
My grandparents are here to take care of me n my bro…
But then ,today morning,cant really says morning.4stg am..
My grandma woken me,tells me that my grandpa’s leg hurts a lot and need to contact hospital asking them to send over an ambulance…
Me,well,just awake from sleep,was quite blur….
But then,my next reaction is,I was stunned.
I have no idea what to do,who to contact,and what to help.
In the end we contacted my uncle in KL and he helps to find an ambulance.
But,I just help to talk to the ambulance driver,telling him the direction to come my house.
I asked,should I tell dad??
“NO.Don’t tell them.Let them enjoy the trip.There’s nothing to worry about since my grandpa is fine just that his leg hurts.”
Well ok…not telling them……….is actually a tough thing for me.
What should I do??
What can I help??
I cant even STUDY in this condition…
Those stuff I studied vanished…
ALL GONE…
Well, let prepare to fail bio~!
I’m sorry but I have to say that.
Fail it.


And _YOU_
Why u LOVE disappearing so much??
Why aren’t you here when I need?
And since you’re going to vanish,why u reply me at first?
I’d rather u DON’T reply as what I had expected…
I HATE ppl vanishing…
Esp those moments…
Fine.
I’ll NOT depends on u anymore…
NO…

---06:45am





Plan to walk home from skol but raining today…
Aikz…shall try next time…
So cooling the weather today…
Raining non-stop…
Like de inner part of my heart…
Today during bio test, dunno y I’ll write down de following words:
“World without –PEACE-
Loveless Blue
Lonely start in the Universe
Heartless -ME-“

Anyway, I’m a weird person though.

Jay Chou’s Secret was so nice!!!
Those piano playing…BRILLIANT!!!
Are they humans???
So nice~!!!!!!!
I can die the next day if I have such skills…

My grandpa is fine and everyone is fine…
Well, except for me.
YOU find me again n disappeared again…
Well, whatever~~
It doesn’t matter anymore…

I think I need rest…
Since I cant get any PEACE out here…
Rest…I wish I could sleep and will not wake forever…
How nice~~**

merdeka~!

31/8

MERDEKA!!
National day…
Fion’s birthday~!!
But yet, for me, its still a normal day…
I still feel that I’m alone..and I don’t think I can get over this mind in a short while…
I have no one lean on… I have no place to go… I live aimlessly…
I can never approach my dreams…
In the end, I’m still alone.
Sud feel like contacting ~YOU~
~YOU~ are going KL today if I’m not mistaken…
the feel is quite strong…
but, I’ll try to control myself…
I will NOT let myself to contact ~YOU~
NO WAY!

Why am I…so lonely??
I suppose to have quite a number of friends…don’t I?
Well..it’s just…ILLUSIONS….
All over I’m stil alone…
ALONE…
Mayb I shall compose a lyrics using ALONE as theme…
OK…starts working on it…

trial ya.....haha

30/8

Here comes Trial~~~
The first week had past…PHEW….
Tomorrow onwards have few days to rest….4 days….YESH~!
I had not sleep for 24hours d….haha~~
But,my condition today was so NOT OK…
-YOU- phoned me today…asking me not to angry her, don’t ignore her…
I DIN AR! Neither did I ignore her…
Afterthat she says she failed to contact me.
Oh yea?? Well maybe…anything…
Its already non of my business anymore…
There’re some topic while chatting with her would make me feel like drying…
After chat with her, that’s only one thing on my mind…
“I’d lost someone AGAIN…” that’s all.
In the end…made me recall back the past..
Many many things…
Many many bitter and suffering things…
Cant control my tears oso…there’s been a long time I didn’t cry like this d…
2 weeks I think…
cried till…eyes damn red n swollen…aikz…

thinking of online lo can make my mood better…
but then being scold asking me to go study..
study study STUDY EVERYDAY STUDY!!
I’m very tense…cant relax…what she wants me to do???
Be a study machine??
Don’t have any friends??
Friends…I really wish to give up this word…
EVERYTHING…include all of you….
Greeny…BG…Mel…Kame…
ALL…
Coz…
I’m born to be alone…who cares??
But in the end I stil sms-ed mel & kame…
Telling them to ignore me and leave me alone…
But finally….
I’m glad that I know them *^^*
Really…I hope I wont bring any unfortune to anyone anymore…hopefully…

And…TVXQ…they love korea cass too much…
Are we worthless??
Are there only korea cass cares about you all???
Don’t you know…
There is someone here loving you until feel like going to hell….

newbie...

25/8

i'm new in blogger...
using wretch.cc last time....
long time din touch tis…
Today watched Rush Hour 3!! Haha VERY FUNNY!!
“who are you?” “Yu.” “I’m asking you WHO ARE YOU??” “I’m YU!”
wakakakaka…laugh til cant breathe..
but the story VERY short!! Aikz..
next week start trial lu…these few days had started study d..
everynight sleep at least 2am..but,what had I study actually??
I oso dunno….haihz~

TVXQ Concert ar!!!
Taiwan oct, Thai nov, Shanghai dec, HK jan…
WHEN IS M’SIA????
Stil discussing…
Ahhh!!! Must have ar!!!
And must NOT November ar!!!
If not I’ll DIE!
But then.. M’sia is no longer the last station d unless feb..but…
Haihz..dunno…TXVQ ar TVXQ~~~**

TVXQ’s Shanghai trip….
So unsmooth…aikz…
But,anyway,it’d passed la..
Let it pass bala…
But their health…really worry..haihz…they looks so pale…
Esp JaE…totally…aish….heart ache

September’s SMAG VERY NICE!!!
I feel like buying..stil thinking..
Its theme is magic…and that five..WOW!!
Hahaha><

Today…no study mood at all…
What should I do???
Noone cares to bother me…
Ha-ha…anyway, I’m born to be alone…