The world is so unfair.
Even the hell is so unfair.
I still remember my secondary school life, everyday i was surrounded by BUNCH of friends.
I can choose who to mix with today, which gang i want to mix tomorrow.
I can spend my time with different gang of friends.
I still remember the moments, " friends are my life ".
Even when i'm in NS.
I'm still surrounded by different gang of friends although they might be different races.
But who cares?
As long as they care about you and treat u good, they're friends.
In such a small community, I can find so many people to mix with.
No matter what kind of situation, I can overcome it.
In a small network area, I can discover a lot of people and a lot of things.
How fun was that.
But now.
I came to uni.
In such a large community.
Why can't i even find a person that i can chat with?
Why not even one?
Why those, fake people, shit people, all have a gang to mix with but not me?
I'm not choosy.
I just want to mix with real people, is it so hard?
Is it so hard to be real?
Why all of you love faking so much?
I dont get it.
Will u die if u stop faking?
Or u'll be like me?
Noone will surround u if u're true?
Or maybe u're life is happier to be fake?
But i dont think so.
Faking is a damn suffering for me.
I cant be like me and i hate that.
Why people love to do things that they hate?
Are faking so fun?
If friends come by faking, i rather i dont want any of them.
I rather i was alone if i need to wear a mask everyday in my life.
I dont want.
But,
i felt so lonely to be true.
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I dont want a high popularity boyfriend.
I dont like every 5 minutes we walked, we need to stop for your greeting to your friend.
I dont like your phone ring almost 18 hours a day. Even 1am there are phone calls or sms.
I dont like you always going out at night, leaving me alone at home.
I dont like you to discuss your proposal with your members, that longs at least 2 hours everytime.
I dont like to be known by people i dont know.
I dont like people to talk about me even if me and you dont know.
I dont like being compare.
I dont like being tease.
I dont like being the topic of chatters by unknown.
I dont like your life now.
But what can i do?
You're already on your way.
Why is it so unfair?
Pet Society
my pet's house!
other rooms still under construction :)
YES I ADMIT I'M ADDICTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
FUCK U!
WHY ON EARTH SHOULD I KNOCK THE DOOR OF MY ROOM BEFORE I GO IN AND WAITING FOR PEOPLE TO OPEN THE DOOR?!
I PAID FOR THE ROOM AS WELL OKAY U BITCH!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit shit shit
nothing else can go into my mind and come out of my mouth except this shit word.
I'm so so hate to come back to this non-belong-to-me house.
Do u have the right to lock the room like this?
I PAID half of the room as well. I HAVE the right to come whenever i like okay?
YOU STUPID SELFISH with what purpose always stay inside the room and LOCK with the inner lock while i CANT open?
WHAT IS YOUR DAMN PURPOSE?!
Give me a good damn reason why are u here?!
If you're studying then PLEASE, STUDY.
You're a REPEAT student you thought who you are?
You though how WELL you are?!
You REPEATING but u SKIPPING CLASS.
Don't you feel SHAMEFUL??
If you don't want to study then just QUIT.
STOP STUDYING!
and you no need to ruin my life as well!
Why on earth do you appear?
Why on earth do u rent a room that are people staying?!
Why on earth do u stay in room whenever i wish to go in?!
Why on earth do u at home whenever i'm back?!?!?!
I'm so sick of looking to your face!
I'm so sick hearing your voice.
I'M SO SICK OF YOUR PRESENCE!!!
GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
