YunHo Daddy~~
many things to fan y so many things to fan???
and YOU!!!
y sud reappear again?!?!?!
ish ish ish!!!
reali wanna die..
and its damn cold tonight!!!!!!!!
arghk dying..
kame ar kame u faster finish exam then rescue me from this fan bou ar~!!!!
i reali reali reali wanna die d la
aikz..
exam is approaching and prob from EVERYWHERE appearing
not going skol tomolo if can i dun wanna go until exam!!!
saw certain ppl zao fan
reali HATE!!!
no fren gela in skol except de 3..
de2 in front and mouse lo others no gela
then de one...
reali dun get what she's thinking..
who she think she is???
u're not my nanny or who just a simple, good fren.
and so am i NEEDED to INFORM you everything happened on me?
plz dun be silly ok???
even HER oso i didn't tel her everything..
i dun think in this world there's anyone who noe all of my things..
so, u dun even think abt it!
and dun ever cross de line of FR and u noe who is de one I ...
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ish.. and YOU bastard
ha-ha if i cry now u happy?
actually i reali reali dun un y u make that choice
u said something might change between us
wah will change???
no big diff lo
if u dun like me then ok lo i accept that coz i'm not tat good.or even worse
but then, de fact doesnt seems to be tat rite?
at then???
aikz suan la..
suan d..
and honestly,
i seldom can c my appearance in ur life..
mayb i'm just a passer by or wat..
haha...
u had ur frens there and i dun think u hav any diffuculty communicating with them as what u said when *de thing* happened..
so..actually..previously,felt abit disappointed abt that.
no this. is ur fren-thing
u say cnt find true fren there but...
haha..what is the fact??
u noe i noe la
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here..
i have to say BYE BYE to someone
bye bye in my heart, so do in reality..
i'll try to get rid of it as soon as i can..
friends...forever?
haha noone can promise that so i wont say that.
but at least..
bye for now..
i'm very suffer actually..
Are humans born to be selfish??
i'm totally speechless towards someone..
who give me joy and pain almost at the same time..
if u DID read my blog..
u'll noe who m i mentioning..
but..
dont reali thnk u'll read my blog.
ha-ha-
so all the while...
i'm just fooling myself..
ah...getting insane!!!!!!!!!!!
Family??
I can never figure out how can those ppl love their family so much.
Well, maybe their family is much more different than mine.
Anything la..
I’ll NEVER love my family I think. So far.. I think so.
Everythings seems like I’m de one who did wrong in front of them.
But in fact, its not my fault. Not at all.
And they’ll never understand my pain.
Ah..or should I say they’re heartless?? Feelingless?
But this actually more like me. Feelingless.
I’m currently in feelingless mode.
Really.
If not I think I might collapse in one second time. Or maybe half. No idea.
I’m not as tough and strong as you think.
Unfortunantely, I’m human too. My blood is warm although I hope its cold.
Last nite, someone asked me a funny question: “Must you love someone?”
Haha.. for me my answer is YES..
It give me motive and purpose to live..
Currently I love Kim Ki Bum*^^*
Don’t you think your live will be aimless if there’s no one for you to love?
Well, for me I’ll.. and I felt pity if there’s no one to love..
Maybe I’m weird. Haha.. as what you always says..
There’s a list of ppl I wish to kill..
And I’ll kill them one by one in my mind..
There’ll be a wonderful world if they are disappeared in reality.
But, obviously its impossible.
Ah~~ I wish to have Death Note.
as what my title is..
I had to say BYE BYE to TXVQ's concert..
so..what is my current feeling??
WooHooow...
asking me??
What do you think then??
I cant feel ME in myself..
ha-ha-
who am i now??
I..I was actually..said NO to the concert..
UNBELIEVABLE...
am i stil the ME??
are there still anything..can support me to live??
concert concert..
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm reali going to insane...
i dun wanna be alone..
but i dun wanna go skol...
i dun wanna c PEOPLES....
i'm...complicated.
aikz....
aiyo yunjae ar yunjae..
Sud realise that...
many ppl ard me actually very sek me...
so i decided to write out a thank you list..
w/o number 123...all of you are same in my heart~^^
Thanks to :
melon
choo
su
fion
huiyeng
siewmin
erm..cant think so much..if i rmb who i left out i'll add in..
