Bye.

A catch-up talk with a long lost person tonight.
It feels good.
But the feeling of losing him is still here.
I think we can never get him back.

As i've already lost so many friends,
i guess it doesn't matter to lose one more.
Bye.

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Looks like it's a bad night for JunSu too.
:(

But glad to see that JunSu finally followed EunHyuk on twitter!!
Looking for the continuous bond of them.
^^
Waiting for the day that jae follow hee and boa.
^^

Looks like you never being upset.
Or you never care things happened between us.
Or maybe am i just thinking too much?
But i dont think so.

Why do i always care so much when the person never even bother to care?
How stupid am i.

Assignment moments are back!
FUCK.
Damn restless these days.
And im unhappy.
Im frus.
But nowhere to express.
Noone to talk to.
Fuck.

Happy Birthday Wei!

WeiWeiWei~
Happy 20th Birthday!
Finally it's your birthday again.
Haha.
Remember during this time last year what are we doing?
^^
Cake prank.
Hahaha.
The piles of shit cake.
Forest of shit.
And we're so so happy that time.

But this year is another kind of happiness i guess?
Well i really hope u're happy.
^^

We had homemade steamboat this year to celebrate his birthday~
Location : My house.
And i skipped whole day class today because of the preparation of this steamboat.
LOL actually i skipped the earlier class because i need to sleep.
Wellllllllllllllllll,
this is because early morning we wake up and went to pasar and buy some seafood and vegetables.
We bought prawns, squids, fish, and stuff in pic.
After that i came back and continue dating with jae in my dreamland.
And it's really hard to wake up for class after that.
HAHA so i decided to skip.
Around 3stg the continuation of work came.
We went to Tesco and buy the remaining ingredient needed and bought the birthday cake.
It is exactly the same cake as his birthday last year.
HAHAHA.
Joo's idea.
And after that,
i start the preparation alone as the girls have things to do and the boys went to class.
Around 6stg the girls back and help with the stuff and around 7stg we're done with everything!!
But the boys thought that we'll be very slow so they came around 9pm.
=______________='"
Anyhow,
it's a very great night!
And pity wei as joo moved wei's chopstick while he's dipping his fishball to the chili sauce,
and piu~
The chili sauce fly over to wei's shirt and stained on it.
There's a little on his pants too.
HAHAHA.
It's a really funny process.
Everyone just burst into laughters.
And another laughter moments are when soh joined us.
That funny fella.
And we had kyonyaku jelly as dessert ^^
As the watermelon is finished before the steamboat ends
=='"
And then there's surprise cake moment~~!
I think im halfway succeed as he didn't know that we've prepare the cake until he smells the candle.
He can actually smells candle.
Wow.
HAHAHA.
Anyhow,
I think he's happy after all.
I wish he is.

A group pic of us~
Soh is a failed cameraman.
The photo looks nice is because of my cropping + edit skill.
LOL.
I love group photo!

And this is a small little gift for him.
I guess he never expect anyone will make a card for him.
Although it dont really look too well.
As of my work this is really a very simple one.
Cause i don't know how to decorate in a card for guy.
This is my first time except make for him.
HAHAHA.
Nevermind.
The second time will come soon.
Chun's ^^
Im gonna make 1 for everyone.
Not biasing.
^^
So, wei~
Hope that you really really like this celebration and the little gift ler.
Not sure if there's any celebration on tomorrow but please always remember that we're here with you on your 20th birthday.
And we will always be here too!
Glad to have you in my university life!
You're a part of the color of my life!

Once again,
Happy 20th Birthday wei!
Love you lots!

Great start of the day!

His tweet made my day!
How can i don't love him while he's so cute and sweet!
^^
Morning peeps~

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There's soooo many tweet updates from jae when im home!!
And some more he uploaded this hotness overflow cute photo!!!


How can i not get excited??
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
And now he's out for a wedding dinner.
Means no new tweet.
:(
AHHHHH.
School, i hate you!
LOL.

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The historical moment when i just want to close my twitter,
HE UPDATED!!!
*jump and shout inside my heart*
LOVE JYJ!!!
BIG LOVE!

Delayed update.

Currently JYJ mode : ON.
What have been keeping me alive these days is JYJ.
Since they have twitter account,
everything seems so cool!
It feels like we're getting so near with them once again.
Those are the feeling that you will never understand.
^^

Today jae showed us his compose room!
Look at these.
My dream equipments.
There's once during secondary when we're very up to composing.
And at that moment,
this is my desired room.
As now,
I barely touch my piano and stuff,
there's no more story on composing LOL.
But i still remember my greatest work.
^^
That at the same time remembered by every AMC students graduating year 2007.

And i found this 2 nights ago!
My dream comes true?
LOL.
Edi and jae is in a same photo!
How i wish there's individual photo of them both together.
I'd be sooooooooooo happy!
Wonder if they talked that night.
^^

Ah and of reason why i dragged my update.
First night was because of JYJ twitter heat.
And the 2nd day is because of the mood.
I sorta quarrel..? with someone these days.
Of reason i don't know why.
And it doesn't feel good.
It hurts.

Okay just back to what i wanted to post originally.
Last friday when we dismissed super early after moral class,
annie, jia and me went and did super ridiculous things.

Photo session.

These things always start in toilet.

And suddenly we're so keen in playing 2-0-5.
And many other childhood games!
We played it inside lecture class and other people saw,
and they laughed at us.

^^

This is a super nice pic where 3 of us look so happy!
I hope one day I can own a dslr,
and i can capture something much more better than this.
Wait for me.

And that night,
me, beh, rep and sardin went to yeesieng's house for steamboat,
as to celebrate her mum's birthday.
Well honestly i'm really paiseh.
As i don't know her family.
Anyhow,
i just follow.
And she got 2 super adorable doggiessssss!

This is Tze-Shi.
I don't know what it calls in english.
See.
He looks so stupid.
HAHAHA.
And he is super quiet.

This is poodle +Tze-Shi.
Can't see her eyes.
HAHAHA.
Quite quiet too.
Unlike sayang's chubbie.
HAHA.

Weeee so cute lorrr~
I love doggies!
But i prefer big doggies - GR and Husky!
And i wonder why jae recently rears cat - JiJi.
But then his cat is really pretty!

Cute ^^

And of my days recently,
JYJ is in the largest part.
But i know today will be the last day as tomorrow i'll be going back to school life.
Sigh.
Tired and busy starts.
I want to live in the world of @mjjeje @0101xiahtic @6002theMicky
I might be over-addicted,
but that's the only way that keep me living now.
The one and only.
As i'd left,
with nothing.

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Ah micky just updated!
^^
Good night.

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Jae updated ^^
Haha i guess many fans said that they're envy of JiJi for sleeping on his lap.
And he tweeted that JiJi is a male.
HAHAHA.
Cuteness!
And a real good night.
Wonder if it's real this time.
:p
Ah~
Kibunchutta~

JYJ has TWITTERS!!!

YuChun's twitter : 6002theMicky

Junsu's Twitter : 0101xiahtic

Finally my baby jae-joong's twitter : mjjeje

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IM SO SO SO EXCITED WHEN I KNOW ABOUT THIS OMG!
TWITTER I LOVE YOU!
And im super happy when i saw jae's update during the time when i'm posting messages to him!
Means maybe he read my messages to him!
Ahhhhhhhhhh i'm too happy!
But he's not in a good condition currently.
Baby hope you will be fine soon!

I'm so so happy and so so excited and i don't feel like blogging what i original want to blog anymore.
Will write about it tomorrow.

JYJ mode : ON!

Happy Birthday Sam.

Happy 22nd Birthday Ah Sam!

See the cake is so nice.
I mean the candles.
Actually i love to put candles like this.
Surrounding the cake.
Firstly because it would look soooooooooooo nice!
And secondly i want him to blow until die.
Hahaha.

Ah Sam and ah sou.
:)
Great unexpected-surprise plan thanks to ah sou's help.
They are really sweet couple~

Group pic.
:)
A long-lost group pic.
Super happy moments with them.
All smiling so happily except that wei.
Ishhhhh.
Really so hard for him to take pic.
But then tonight really chatted a lot of topic.
Topic that we never chat before.
Hmm starts with those ghost stuff.
And continue by ET stuff.
Those outer space living things.
Then to Pyramid in Egypt,
and to mummies.
What else?
Oh and to moon.
The moon tonight is super nice btw.
:)
All super random topic.
Hahahaha.
Great laughters.

After the celebration chun joo wei went loklok and i followed.
And a super funny thing happened.
Joo's sauce fall on the floor and splat towards chun's leg.
And after that when the people refill sauce for joo,
there's a people say "stay 3 foot far away from him".
HAHAHA.
And everyone step backwards.
Then everyone burst into laughters.
Poor joo.
HAHAHA.
Damn cute.
And i found that joo actually quite tall!
I never....thought that he is this tall.
Hahaha.

A very nice 20102010 i've had,
although my wish didn't come true.
Well my wish will NEVER come true.
LOL.
If i really see him today i guess i will got mad.
That's not going to happen in any way.
Ah~
Kim Jae Joong.
I miss you!

Anyhowwwwwwwwwww.
201020102010.
The damn great moment that will never come back,
i'm spending it with awesome people that i love.
And i'm more than satisfy with it.
:)

20102010.

20102010.
My one and only wish is to see you again.

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Blog song changed.
:)

JYJ Showcase + KL Trip - Perfect end for Y2S1 break.

Before i start my post,

i would loveeeeeeeeeee to intro my new collection!
JYJ - The Beginning Album Luxury/Deluxe/Limited version!!!
I never ever dream that i could own this because they only distribute 99,999 copies and i thought that Korea Cassiopeia and Bigeast would have grabbed them all.
BUT BUT BUT!!!
Coming along with the Showcase they brought this precious good to Malaysia too!
And i'm one of the lucky one that can own it!
And it's not too expensive!
Love~

It's like a box set and this is the front cover.

Inner.

JYJ First Album YES I owned you!

The beginning lyrics book.
What is so special about this?
I will upload it next time.
:)
And there's a T-shirt coming along with the album!
Will upload next time too.
:)

I'm the lucky #40887!

Alright done with my super-love-album.
Here comes my 3 days 2 night schedule update.
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Day 1 - 161010

Taking 12pm train to KL on Saturday from Kampar station.
But due to i-dont-know-what-reason the train delayed for 2 hours.
Malaysia policy, they called it as.
And it kinda ruined my plan of reaching at 2pm since it's only departing at 2pm.
It's around 4pm when i reached KL,
and ssp picked me around 430 and went to Times Square.
Ahhhhhhhhhh.
I didn't take pic with ssp at all.
:/
Anyhowwwww.
Met up with seng at there too!
Had chatting with him at Food&Tea~
Had a lot of catch ups.
:)

Take 1

Take 2

And cause of his sudden suggestion to go Sing k,
i changed my schedule and decided to back on Monday.
Asked Joo and Jia along.
But then was ffk by them today.
zzz.
And it really shocks me when my mum allowed me to stay without nagging much.
Haha.

After seng left,
we left too and went back to ssp's house.
Had a visit and short resting,
and we went for dinner.
At Naili's place.
If i'm not mistaken.
It's a really nice place!
If not them i'll never know places like that.
Thank you so much!

After that they sent me to Hermione's house at Metroview and they went back.
Nothing much at H's house.
Just short talks and plan for the other day and then we went sleep.
Hmmm.
Can't really sleep that night.
Maybe due to the hot weather i guess.

Day 2 - 171010

Waking up around 7.50am and it was 20min later than we planned.
Anyhow, after we shower we went out around 9am.
Taking lrt and monorail and finally reaches Hang Tuah station.
In the luck of meeting 2 other fans and guide us the direction.
At around 9.40am,
we reached Stadium Negara.
And here starts the wait.

mytvxqzone banner~
The largest forum of TVXQ in Malaysia.
Most of the Cassiopeias i knew through this forum.
:)

There are people wearing Kimino to the event.
@@
But i think they're not japanese.
From the other pictures that i saw from fb.
VIPs with rm800 ticket.
That's why they're not afraid of hot to death.

And and and i met 2 very nice Bigeasters!
They are very nice Japanese!
I overheard another fans talking to them and found that they're really nice.
And i gather my courage,
and talk to them.
Starting by asking permission to take photo with them.
And then i asked them who's their favourite member in japanese.
And they asked if i know japanese.
I answered a little.
Hahaha.
And the following conversations are mostly in English because my speed of disgestion japanese words are a bit slow.
They are from Tokyo.
And they've been attending all the showcases from Seoul,
to Thailand, Singapore,
and Malaysia.
And this is their last station as they have to go back to Japan.
But they are seriously awesome!!!
I asked if they came to Malaysia before and they said they didn't.
It's their first time!
And it's because of JYJ.
LOL.
Anyhow as a Malaysian I intro-ed them that Malaysia has pretty beaches.
Haha.
Hmmmm what else did we chat about.
Oh ya the orange colour shirt lady asked me how many languages do i speak.
And i told her 4.
And she said I'm very good.
Hahaha.
She never know Malaysian can speak many languages.
:)
And i hope that i gave her a good impression of a Malaysian.
:)
Cassiopeia Bigeast is a one big family!

Look at this crowdsssssssss.
It's just a small small part.
I'm a little regret that i didn't take pic of the stair-crowds.
And imagine how big is the sun.
The wait is from 10am-2pm.
Sun-bath.
Sweat-bath.
We're fully sweating before we go into the venue.
And they delayed the opening time and didn't let us in when time reaches.
When they finally open the gate,
it rained.
From tiny drops to heavy rain.
But the speed of the staff is super slow.
They still checking one by one slowing eventhough the rain is pouring outside.
Seeing us all wet but still not speeding up their checking.
WTF.
RedStar you sucks.

See.
How wet are we.
And i'm standing with her throughout the show as she lost her friend.
And she got so many JYJ and TVXQ Official products from other events!
*envy*
I wanna be a Korean or Japanese!
T________________T

Malaysia cassies~
Just a small part.

The stage.
Sigh.
I seriously need a better camera!
Semi-DSLR maybe.
:)

Opening!
Here comes my man!

First song is Empty.
My favourite!
Look at my man.
He's showing his musclesssssssssssss!

Look at his pose!!!

After these photos i realised that based on the quality of my camera,
i cant take any good pictures.
So i changed my mind and i started recording.
But then.
Sigh.
Because im in Rock Zone,
and i'm shaking the glowstick + my support board with my left hand.
the video is very shaky.
Anyhow,
memory.
:)

Ment session.
I'm SUPER SUPER ENVY to the translator!
And according to the Japanese fren,
the translator translated wrongly in some parts.
And i think the MC is not that good.
She didn't create much topic to talk with them on stage.
And both JunSu and Jae are so quiet throughout the ment session.
YuChun did the most talking.
And his english is very cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!

This is the clearest photo among all that i'd capture.
JYJ
They said that they might have concert during Summer next year.
Summer = june/july?
According to the MC.
And they promised to come!!!
Please come back soon!

Among all the songs they performed,
no doubt i love Empty the most!
Maybe because this is the first song and i'm so so so amazed by my man's muscle.
And my feeling of seeing him is real.
Is.
So so indescribable.
Hmmmm.
How to say.
It's like i'm watching a 3D show.
Hahaha.
He seems so 3D to me.
Ahhhhhhhhhh.
Finally.
Kim Jae-Joong.
I'm seeing him in person!!!
With such a hot outfit showing his hot body!
And he is SO TALL!
I never thought that he would be so tall and.
A word to describe would be 3D.
I don't know why.
LOL.
And of JunSu.
He's really cute!!!
Super super cute.
I admit that i pay most of the attention on my man.
But junsu!
He is so cute and active.
He was the first to introduce during the ment session and he seems so shy.
And he is the most quiet person during ment session.
Maybe he's shy to speak in English.
But i would love to hear his English!!!
It will be much more cute than Yuchun's.
:D
And of YuChun!
He is super cute too!
And i love his style in this showcase!
Suits him a lot.
But in the first costume sometimes it looks like he's wearing leggings.
So hot!
Haha.
He speaks the most during the showcase and it's in English.
His english improved!
Of the words he pronounced,
he really improved.
And he speaks really cute English!!!
Ahhhhhhh yuchun!
Hotness overflow!
And i still remember during the end of the ment session,
he thanks us for keeping the faith!
Always keep the faith!
We will always be!

The second song they performed is Be The One.
Ahhhhhhhh i'm so addicted in the chorus part of the song.
While all of us sang together.
The feeling is just so superb!
The third song is Be My Girl.
If im not mistaken Jae showed a super sexy twist during this song in order to grab our attention!
Haha.
It continues with ment session and then to Chajatta.
Glad that the project went on well although it got messed up in the end.
Well,
it's because jae asked us to sing along and we can't disobey him!
:D
Chajatta is perfect.
Red sea.
And i hope the formation of W is successful during this song!
Wait for photo uploads on net.
:)
The fifth song is Ayyy Girl.
Super sexy song!
Composed by Kanya West.
And JunSu played with one of the dancer during the rap part.
He pointed his mic to the dancer and rap along with him.
As i said he is just so cute!!!
The last song is Empty remix.
It pulled the atmosphere to the max when jae asked us to jump.
Jump! Jump! Jump!
And my recording gone byebye in this song.
LOL.
And and and!
Jae called us Baby!
"One more time Baby!"
Find it in any fancam.
The word baby is just so clear!
But JunSu is a bit lazy or tired to jump?
While Jae and YuChun jump JunSu is dancing.
LOL Maybe JaeChun are the one who's lazy and avoid the dance by jumping.
And that is the end of the showcase.
A really short one.
It's less than 1 hour i think.
Sigh.
JYJ i miss you!
So much so much.

Even though this showcase is not that worth as expect,
but i'm not regret for attending.
Finally,
i can see my man in real.
Finally,
i can see JYJ in real.
Finally,
i saw them in real.
And if i can never meet with such nice Bigeasters if i never attend.
I will never have such beautiful memory and magical moment when i saw him.
JYJ.
No regret in meeting you!
I will support every event you held in Malaysia in future!
This is a promise that I will never break!

After the showcase,
i'm so so so tired.
But still have to walk and take lrt and back to H's house.
And i went to lockyin's house after that.
around 2 hours of train moments from stadium to lrt stations,
station exchanges,
and finally reached Cheras station.
Had a peaceful night at lockyin's house.
A good night to rest.
Had some wine too.
:)
But i feel that it's not good to sleep so early although i'm super tired around 9pm.
It feels weird if i go there and just to sleep.
Thus i stayed up and chat a bit and watch TV with them.
But around 11 something i felt really tired and i tried to go and rest.
But then even though im energyless,
i can't sleep.
The moment i close my eyes,
3D jae popped up.
How can i sleep???
Anyhow in the end i was too tired and i feel aslept.

Day 3 - 181010

Waking up around 10am and going out for breakfast with lockyin and aunty.
After that they sent me to ktm station and i took the ktm to Midvalley.
Now only i know that there are things as ladies couch.
Where only ladies can go into the couch.
But it's a lie.
Cause i saw a guy coming into ladies couch.
Well maybe he doesn't know.
But he just seems so awkward for being in a bunch of ladies.
LOL.
After meeting up with seng,
because we were ffk by both Joo and Jia,
we can't really do anything and we went sing k.
And thank you so much seng for being a gentleman and help me carry my bag all the way!
But then redbox is really a bit costly.

Tada~
White like ghost.
And we had super funny photo moments HAHA.
Shall wait until i got all the pics from him.

And i would like to introduce :

Tada~
Seng's wife!
:D

After the sing k session,
we head back to KL central and prepare to leave.
He accompanied me until i bought my ticket back to ipoh and went home.
Thank you so much for your accompaniment, seng!
Outing with you made a great ending point for my journey and my sem break.
A very nice experience of mine coming to KL this time.
I learnt to be independent.
Kinda.
And it's really a very nice journey.
Highlight point : 17/10/10 3pm-4pm.
HAHA.
A day that i'll never forget in my life!!!


And upon request,
this is the new ETS train.
It's really new and clean.
Very nice haha but its costly.
30 bucks for one-way journey from KL to Ipoh.
And visited from couch B - F.
And F is empty so i can take a photo of it.
A thought of being in the empty couch but after that i feel that it's a bit scary so i stopped the thought.
LOL.
Reaching home at around 9pm and that's the end of my journey.

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And i'm still so high over JYJ right now.

Your heart is empty empty empty.
Your heart is empty empty empty.

Be the one. Be the one.

Chajatta ne sarang.
Nega chotton saram.

Said I know she wanna be mine tonight.
~and we gonna have a good time~
Baby baby baby baby~
Baby baby baby she should be my girl.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh JYJ addiction!
Super deeply addicted!

Ahhhhhh.
Super long update.
It took me more than an hour nearly to 2 hours.
LOL.
Ahhhhhhhh my legs are so sore.
My neck is so sore.
My arm is so sore.
Shall get some sleep now.
Let's see you again in my dream!
JYJ mode ON!

ONE.

One more day to The Beginning!

2 more days.

2 more days to see my man!
And of an inspiration from a friend,
making a support board might grab their attention during the showcase.
Thus,
i made this.

A bit not so sharp though.
With my concept i can't really make attention grabbing thing.
Sigh.
By adding the bling bling stone i hope it can be easier for him to see this.
:)

Before and after.
Please ignore my chubby + retarded face.
Ah seems like the before one is easier to see.
A big big obvious jae word.
LOL.
Hope he can at least glance and smile at me.
Ah then i will DIE!
HAHA.

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Good news.
I passed all my papers!!!
With all B- and 1 C+ and 1 B.
Well,
not really good result for me but i didn't fail,
that's more than enough.
To be honest this time i really very scare.
Fail.
There's once i even think if i got probation what subject should i drop next sem.
But luckily,
luckily.
I don't have to plan for it anymore!

Till now i still didn't know any of the 6s' result.
Hope they are all fine!
Best of luck with us!