Farewell, senior.

Today is the last day of my very good senior, Kiki.
Actually her last day is tomorrow but then she's not going to work tomorrow so let's assume this is her last day.
And we had dinner with her and also farewell round at Healy Mac.

Actually with her leaving, made me lost a huge part of my interest in continue working in this company.
She is a very nice senior, helped me a lot through my tough journey in this shit company.
I know, sometimes I may feel a little bad on her,
maybe due to the words she used when she talked to me,
making me have some bad feelings.
But then, she is still very very helpful.
Especially recently.. After she resigned and she has nothing to do,
she helped me on my case..
So niceeeeeeeeee!

Now that she's gone,
I can feel super miserable my future path will be.
Leaving me and Eileen in the team..
How am I going to survive through this??
I'm really shaking.
Should I leave?
If I leave, Eileen will have noone to share her tasks.
I can't be so selfish as she is a very good senior and a very good leader.
She helped me a lot too...
But if I care for people, then who will care for me?
To leave or not to leave?
Leave?
Stay?

And one more thing I realised.
Actually I'm never happy ever since I work in this company.
From day 1 until today.
Never I have one single day I go home happily after work.
Well,
if I'm happy its just because I can finally go home and leave the hell out of that shit office.
Shit job.
Shit people.
Shit system.
They should call themselves Shit Leasing.
Not Oxxx.

Well,
I'm finding job now too.
To secure myself.
If one day I really suddenly blow off,
at least I have some back up.
Or at least,
finding some other road for myself.
Maybe a brighter one,
or maybe,
a worse one.
Of course I don't hope to be the second one.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
A new environment without Kiki in office starting tomorrow.
Without, permenantly.
Everything on my own.

Good luck.

Been so long since my last update!!

Lifr is getting so misersble these days... 

Working life sucks max! 

It has been  months and a week since i started working in this co..

Thought it'd be something awesome,

a cool job,

yea the job is quite cool though,

but the people inside and the co policy sucks max!

When i started to feel okay with this job,

started to get myslf to like what Im doing every single day,

someone or something must ruin it,

MUST.

Fuck.

One fine day,

when I cant stand any fucking single thing anymore,

I'll quit.

Oh btw,

hello 2013.

One Week in Korea - Day 4.

It's Christmas Eve~

And I had my first white xmas eve ever~

I love this very much.

Another very satisfied work of mine.

^-^

And it's sooooooooooooooooooo coldddddddddddddddddddd.

I can still remember that I didn't have my gloves with me that morning.

So you can imagine,

me with bare hands,

in this -20 degree celcius place.

Taking photos.

With my steel cover iphone.

:D

And these are the people who are in my tour~

Barely talk to them.

Esp those kiddos.

What a waste.

Schedule of the day : Skiing!!!   

Skiing for the first time~

The shoes are really heavy.

With the heavy board thing.

Really very ma fan.

But it was fun!

How I wish i was born in country that has 4 seasons then I will sure learn skiing!

Then I might meet Yoo Chun during late night skiing...

Hahahahhaha.

It's fun.

It look so fun.

But everytime you came down,

you have to take off the board thing,

then carry it to the top of the slope again,

set it up,

go down again,

repeat and repeat and repeat.

Going down is fun and fast.

But climbing up,

is really tiring.

And and and.

I forgot how many times I've skied.

More than 5 okay.

And i fall only twice.

Due to imbalance.

Hahahahaha.

I got talent one ah.

Me and mum~

Hahaha.

The pic on the right is thanks to the stupid 재봉오빠.

But looks quite nice.

Hahaha.

Ah~

I really like this pic very very very very much!!!

Hehehe.

My face is such a retard.

재봉오빠!!

Had snowball fight with him.

This stupid fella!

Super good in revenging!!

Emily~

Our victim.

Hehehehee.

Margaret~

My very good partner!

But once betrayed me.

T___T

Emily.

Did I mention before?

Actually she is a Hong Kong-ian.

Can see that right?

And she always let us tease her Mandarin.

Hahahaha.

Once she said 大叔 but it sounds like 袋鼠.

Hahahhaha.

And she let us tease until the last day of the trip.

Margaret~

I like to play with her the most among all.

She is really friendly!

Very very nice.

^-^

Although.

She everyday also say I'm very match with 재봉오빠.

Noob face.

This is better!

Someone act cool.

Indoor also wear sunglasses.

Lunch at restaurant at the skiing place.

I had 김치찌개!!

So nice~

Yum yum yum burst!

Leaving there at around 1.30pm.

And head to next destination : Blue Canyon Indoor Water Park.

And we went for the hot spring and sauna.

Indoor.

No clothes allowed.

Not even towel allowed.

Yeah.

That kind of place.

But it was quite nice~

Quite comforting.

Keeping self warm at such a chilling weather.

After sauna and stuff we went for dinner.

And menu for the night is potato chicken stew.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Kinda resembles our ABC soup.

Minus carrot.

Hahaha.

And then head back to hotel for another 1 and half hour journey.

And we had a mini party in the hotel!

Another alcohol party haha plus birthday celebration for a uncle and also xmas countdown!

This cake is actually suppose to look very nice.

But it been took after we makan so...............

But it's Baskin Robbin ice cream cake!

Imagine.

Outside chill like hell,

inside super warm and we're eating ice cream cake.

Fan jin enough.

Hahaha.

And we thought of playing fire crackers one since the mini market has it!

But then,

it was too cold outside noone wanna go out....

It was another great night with them!

A very happy White Christmas Eve.

^-^

One Week in Korea - Day 3.

 It's Day 3 already.

Time to say bye bye to Jeju~

And back to Seoul.

Totally in love with this photo.

The sky is soooooooooooo pretty~

Feel the freedom.

The layer of colors.

So nice!!

Lunch for the day is BBQ meat!

It was really nice.

But too bad I didn't take any photo of it.

But.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Recalling it made me craving for it now!!

Okay I shall skip the lunch part.

Next destination : Everland!

We were given 4 hours and half to spend over there.

It was toooooooooooo short!

Can't see the fireworks also.

:(

And can't find people to play the trilling games with me.
Sigh.

I don't seem really happy.

Because I was fucking cold.

Shivering inside.

Going to fun park with mum is really..........not a so good choice.

Noone will play those games with you.

Sigh~

But I have them~

But.

Even them also.

Don't play anymore.

Sad case.

But I still love my mum~

Look!

The sun is so big.

But is was so fucking cold!

What kind of weather is that?!?!

*Lesson number 1 : Do not cheat by the sun.

Then,

we have to go to the lower part of Everland by cable car.

And their cable car is so damn yeng lorrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

See?

Yeng burst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then we went to the Safari World.

To visit my relatives.

:D

So lovely~

And they are so big!!!

So near :D

Actually this lion is shivering.

:(

The white tiger!

How can they live together?

I still can't understand.

This is Liger.

The son of Tiger and Lion.

Dad is lion and mum is tiger.

But I don't get.

Eh?

Wait.

Is it the son or daughter?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

The bearrrrrrrrrrr!!!

SO BIG!!

It's taller than me!!

And damn smart one!

And we bumped into a Xmas Parade!

So nice~

And they have so many foreign dancers.

Pretty ones.

Not much handsome ones.

Too bad.

This roller coaster!!

Is made up totally by woods,

and it is the longest roller coaster in...............i forgot where.

The whole journey is 3 minutes plus.

I'M DYING FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!

But it was closed on that day.

Wtf.

Disappointed max.

Ahahahahaha acting like a kid.

And I find this xmas tree super cute!

Don't you feel so?

So cute so cute!!

Hehe I love it!

This is the game where you sit on a board thing and go down the snowy hill.

But I didn't play it.

Because it's toooooooooooooo cold.

And the next day we're going for skiing.

So,

pass.

And you might wet your pants by playing this.

Look so nice~

Like a little chalet.

Haha.

Don't you feel this santa is so yeng?

Hahaha.

Wearing sunglasses even it's night.

xD

And his beard was so funny.

Hahahhahaa.

I really like this pic~

Although it's a bit.

Too bright.

Pororo~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

The light is so so nice~

Have to see by your eyes.

Nice burst. 

2 days to Christmas.

Ah I love this too~

Hehe.

Wishing you an early xmas.

With mum.

The bear is so cute!!

Don't know why it looks so emo.

:(

There are someone, 

a tourist too,

offers me to help me take a photo while he saw me taking the bear pic.

I was so grateful to him,

but then,

mr. tourist you mm dim sui lorrrr.

How can you capture me covering the cute bear?

:(

But anyhow,

thanks for capturing a nice photo for me~

:D

Gathering at around 6:30pm,

and leaving Everland~

Everland 안녕~

꼭 다시 들어와요!

Dinner for the night is mushroom steamboat.

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

Nothing special as I remember.

So no photo.

And after that,

took a 1 hour + long journey to back to hotel.

And went rent for skiing equipments during the journey back to hotel.

By the time reaching hotel it's already 10+ at night.

And..

Ah~

It was a great night!

With great people.

The room of the hotel was so nice~

It has a living room with kitchen,

and 2 bed rooms.

And there are a mini market opposite the hotel.

After cleaning up then we went to the mini market,

bought some stuff,

and went to the spouse's unit.

We bought korean ramen, instant 떡볶이, korean beer, soju, a super cute lollipop, strawberry milk, and 재붕씨 and my mum bought ice cream.
Mum tried the melon ice cream that I tasted earlier.
In such weather.

Omg.

LOL.

And then we had party at their room!

More like alcohol party hahaha.

We cooked the ramens and 떡볶이.

Yum~

And let me recall what alcohol did we have that night.

Cass Beer, soju, Absolute Vodka i don't know what flavor, and Johnny Walker punya i don't know what.

Hmmmmmm I guess that's all?

As what I can remember.

And the front part of the night is more on eating.

And drinking only the cass beer.

Then,

around 2am my mum have to go back clean up and stuff,

and she's not joining.
Then,

*ngekngekngek*

I smell freedom~

Had a super good night chatting with 재붕씨 and a uncle.

Can't believe I can chat for 1 hour plus with 2 men.

And drinking.

Drinking with 재붕씨 is really fun.
Haha.

And he is really really geng.

His liquor capacity is really daebak!

It's really a great night~

And it snowed that night.

^-^

Day 3.

I'm very happy.

^-^