COPYCAT

TaIjIuNn says:
hahaha
but all ur emoticon i edi mostly copy edi
haha

Dang Tai Jiunn U COPYCAT!!!
NAH NOW I GOT PROOF D!

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A bit lazy to blog today.
As i'm in VERY tired mode.
Sigh.
Downloaded whole day for the TVXQ concert.
And now,
can't view it.
DAMN.
That's why i hate downloading large file.
When join, failed to open.
SHIT.
Fine.
Shall see how tomorrow.

Went swim today.
FINALLY!
Although i went alone,
coz my dad cant find him swimsuit.
But then,
felt so good after swim. =)
Maybe will go again tomorrow!

Ah today was so tired.
It's only 2 something mama.
=)
I will be guai lui today and sleep early.

SZB find me today.
HAHA.
SZB u finally reappeared.
I tot u don't know me anymore.
Anyway,
=)

Happy 19th Poh!

Dear Poh!

Happy 19th Birthday!

I hope you have a heartful birthday!

As what i said in FB,

Although we can't be at your side,

but our heart, mind and soul are with u always!

Do miss us and we do miss u lots!

Let's look forward to year end's BIG gathering!

Love ya always!

Happy Birthday!

Thanks to your message,

i end up sleeping at 6something in the morning.

And sorry tai for bothering u at such hour.

Seriously,

out of all possibility,

i really never expect to get your sms.

Never.

Anyway,

Things already happened like this.

Just,

let it be.

I'll try to let u go as partner.

And u,

please try to let me go as in friend.

=)

It was 4am again~*
Sorry mama i know i am late again today.
BUT.
I got my reason and i told u.
=)
Don't blame me or angry me or don't care me ok?
HAHA.

COLORS~Melody & Harmony~
Was so into this song again.
Just heard and watch the live.
O.M.G
I'm in love with this again.

Seeing your smile just brighten my day again!
Thank you Jae!
Love you so much!

And O.M.G
BoA has just changed her hairstyle.
Now she's with SHORT HAIR.

Sigh i don't know where to start.
Anyway i start my day by...getting scold by my mum.
Because i slept until 2pm.
HAHA.
Actually i woke at 12something but i thought it was quite early.
So i decided to sleep back.
And the second time i open my eyes,
is 2pm.
Quite shocking for me also.
LOL.

Then then then.
My mission for today is to clean my room!
And i did it hahaha.
My room now is so so clean :D
And my table is so so empty :D
And my floor is so so clean :D

Actually i filled the afternoon cleaning my house.
And then the night,
went pasar malam. =)
And after that was facing my comp.
Wonder when will i really need a pair of specs.
@.@

Oh yes.
Last night chat with SzuMun.
Okay i decided to sleep earlier tonight.
I HOPE i can.
Little by little, sleep earlier. =)
I don't want end up like what she said. =(
Mama i know i am wrong.
XD

Sigh.
I can't get car for tomorrow.
How am i going to find you?
I'm still thinking and u're not replying my message.
Don't dare to find u lor scare disturb u resting.
Aihhhhh.
Nevermind.
Shall see how it goes when i wake up tomorrow.
I promised to find u.
I will do so.

Sigh what else i wanna blog.
There's pretty much in my mind before i saw that.
That,
that affect my mood a bit too much.
Never ever expect to see that.
Sigh.
What shall i say?
What is that in ur mind?
Can u let me know?
Do u want me to let u go, or not?
You're making my heart heavy again.
Thank you so much.

===
U fucker.
I'm so glad that i'd broken up with u.

TVXQ post

Super super super in love with this photo.
Jae u actually look more yummy than the food u holding.
XD

Top pic : This is what we call, a handsome man.
Bottom pic : This is what we call, some baby fat. XD cute cute baby fat.

And OMG THIS YUN WAS SO KILLING!
Enlarge the pic and see his facial expression.
And his gold boots was damn gorgeous!
OMG
Yun-daddy.
Give me ur boots =]

Yun + His sister-in-the-drama.
Wonder why Korea drama always find child actors.
Act as their siblings and stuff.
In BOF the girl has a brother.
In HTTG,
Yun has a sister.
But both are so adorable!

And this.
Su,
i got what i mean by "Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"??
If u watched,
LAGI EWWWW.
Hate that stupid uncle!

And i finally finished 6 epis that available.
I have to wait until next thurs or fri only able to continue!
Sigh.
I guess i MIGHT re-watch.
HAHA.
Hmmm.
Its 4am again.
Wonder when can i adjust back my time.
At least a bit earlier.
Like 2 something...
Really a bit freak out by myself.
Everyday staying up so late.
And my skin is getting worseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Stupid.

Tomorrow will be housework day for me.
And will be a big day for you.
Dear,
don't fear.
Everything will just go on smooth and you will be fine. =]
I'll see if i'll meet u tomorrow night.
Or else just wait until Tuesday.
For sure i'm here.
I'm fully supporting u.
All the best for tomorrow.

He wake at 6am.

He wake at 7am.

He wake at 8am.

Who wakes at 9am?

Him!

HAHA.

Then assume he wake 10am.

Have a nice morning guys!

I want wake at 1pm.

=)

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Thanks for cheering me.

Thanks to you you you you you you.

Giving me support and making me smile.

Although i can't really change my mood to totally positive.

But i think i found the turning point.

Thanks a lot again.

Great to have u all as friends!

Ah.

and my beloved TVXQ too.

*hearts*

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i gotta be strong.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna be hurt.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

i don't wanna stay in pain.

I don't wanna cry no more.

uh i need support.

=(

Sorry for being such unnoticed.
Doing everything in a sudden.
Its because I saw something that hurts me fatally.
I'm exhausted from crying for you.
Paining because what u having and hurt for what u said to others.
Really tired.
I don't feel like me anymore.
Don't know why my feeling was back to the period when we first break.
Although it is already 2 months long.
Well,
you won't care either.
Whatever.
So i guess i have to
STOP.

I wanna pain no more.
I wanna cry no more.
I wanna hurt no more.

I don't wanna pain.cry.hurt over someone who don't cares.

And this is what i have to do.

And thus,

from now on.

Goodbye.

maybe i am misunderstanding again.

maybe i think too much again.

But.

Fuck u bitch.

never never think that u will be such a bitchy asshole.

restless night

Its already 4 something and i don't felt sleepy at all.
What happeneddddddd??
I'm not waking that late today also.
And i went out the whole day i should be freaking tired.
But why why why am i still not sleepy??
I wanna sleep.
But,
i don't felt sleepy.
Oh well.
Stupid.
I know why.
Because of u.

Its you Jung Yun Ho!
Heading to the Ground made me freakin'ly addicted!!!
And your super innocent look is driving me crazy!
OMG.
The most i-cant-tahan-uknow-look,
is cute.
I prefer the man man one.
HAHA.
But then.
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Anyway,
THE DRAMA WAS SO GAN JEONG EVERYTIME REACHES THE ENDING PART!
And it is so hard to force myself NOT TO WATCH the following epi.
As it is only out 2 epi per week.
And only out until 6.
i already watch until 5.
U know it is so hard to pause u know......................
Aih.
Killing.

Suddenly miss this threesome combination.
How long since the last time we spent time together?
Threesome-ly.
Face to face and not msn.
Quite long right?
Sigh.
When will be our threesome time?

And ya ya.
Recently was so addicted in PhotoShop again!
Thanks to su.
Intro me the texture stuff.
Ah i felt like playing PS now.
But then,
a bit lazy.
Once start,
it need some times.
As i'm learning something through online tutorials and needa practice.
Improve it.
One of my piece of work is as below :

From the original pic,

and the bottom is my work.
=)
Well it is a combination of textures and brushes.
And the effects that the tutorial teaches.

Nice anot??
I need comments lea =)

Well there's still lotsssssssss i wanna learn!
Especially those vintages, retro effect.
So nice!
But i can't make a really neat one.
So i guess i still need to practice more.
Don't really well in using the pen tool.
But through those sites can learn some photoshop technique that i dont know =)
I am really interested.
But sometimes just a bit lazy to learn through websites and videos.
Siennn.
Coz there's time when i can't do what it writes there and i have noone to ask.
So just have to skip.
Sigh.
=(
Will try to fill my empty boring time of holiday with these works =)
Thanks again su!
=D

Sigh.
Headache since the night.
Not really aching but just slightly.
And it comes back again.

Btw,
although the chat is short,
but,
thank you.
=)
Sometimes really felt glad that we're still friends.
Hmm.
Yea i guess so.

Anyhow have to try to sleep.
Aih.

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Edit : Almost 5am. I insomnia!!! :(

A day out

A day out with Peng and Hen =)
Time really flies.
Refresh back the last time we gather.
It was just like weeks ago.
But then,
it was 3 months ago.
WOW.
Really...
Fast.
HAHA.
Don't know when will be the next time we have threesome gathering again?
I hope it wont be 3 months later again lar.
LOL.

Hen hen.
Can see her purple lens?
HAHA.
Quite obvious lor weh.

This is a contra of
19 years old youngster and 21 years old aunty.
HAHAHA.

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Night.
Finally went for Korea BBQ with my family!
And that restaurant actually opened by korean!!! =]]]]]]]]
And guess what i ate the most tonight.

HAHA.
YES MUSHROOMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Don't ask me why.
I DON'T KNOW.
Just.
Feel like eating.
And it really nice!

But then i felt so hot now.
The weather is sucksssssssssssss today.
Headache + hot + stomach feeling weird.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
But then,
Heading to the Ground~!!!
U-know u know u made my day.
=)

TVXQ cannot disband!!!

time

Everyone tells me i need time.

How much time do i need indeed?

I've taken too much time.

How much more do i need to drag?

What should i do.

Shelter

*~Shelter~*

Yes, like the wind which shakes the runway. To be able to go
from my Shelter I am watching you.
The thoughts of loving you, fill my heart, but…

I wonder why I… I wonder why I… I, I…

can I love you?
can I hold you?
I feel like drawn into my worries
I can not forgive myself for hesitating

I wonder why I… I wonder why I… I, I…

(rap)
yeah.. listen,
I was an early riser, eight in the morning,
Cinnamon toffee coffee
hater to haters
different story of mine
its always a matter now
no doubts..you don’t even know what you did wrong somehow
is there ways to fix those things up
maybe God can forgive this one
relations.. related to remind it
don’t reload it..
use heart not be meant to interfere
such regret
so i’ll won’t let it happen in the future again
Or am I supposed to lose you and handle it myself
on my way

When we met my girl, I knew it would be like this
Do you feel me? The only one I’ve been looking for
I can’t breathe my word. My words turn into tears

Do you feel me? The sound of the rain that hits my heart


I always want to keep you smiling
I’m sorry that I made you sad, but please keep waiting
Don’t give up your love, stay by my side

I need your love I need your love

(rap)
my dear baby
listen the ??
lil’whisper miss ??
the theory of ??
oh no. waitin’ for so long
hold on
it belongs to no one
it ain’t the discovery of love one
win or lose
there is no friggin’ love..no wonder..it’s just on uh..
i need your love
i need you you know…
time goes so fast ..i didnt know.
just hold my hand, don’t forget me, just forgive me
how hard was we?
you know what it means?
so stay with me..i’m sorry girl…
one day we finally
make one love
that’s true for we.

If I reach out my hand, my girl, I’ll believe that you’ll be able to understand
Do you feel me? even it it will leave scar in the heart
The place you are is my world. If you open the doors again
Do you feel me? i want to feel by your side

(rap)
hold that thing.
(so baby.. Timing.. tells you don’t you belong)
you recognize it, right?
(so baby.. Timing.. tells you don’t you belong..you know why..)
no apologies, you know what i mean
(with all that’s happening it feels like it depends on love.)
because of you and i ..there are no more comparisons.
(with all that’s happening it feels like it depends on love.)
(so baby.. Timing.. tells you don’t you belong..know why..)


When we met my girl, I knew it would be like this
Do you feel me? The only one I’ve been looking for
I can’t breathe my word. My words turn into tears
Do you feel me? The sound of the rain that hits my heart

If I reach out my hand, my girl, I’ll believe that you’ll be able to understand
Do you feel me? even it it will leave scar in the heart
The place you are is my world. If you open the doors again
Do you feel me? i want to feel by your side

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Such a nice song.
Nice lyrics.
Sing by JaeChun.
Special feeling towards this song but can't really voice out.
Just love this song.
Despite the melody,
the lyrics,
and the vocals.
* I wonder why I~~~*

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TVXQ love.
Tears dropped while i watching this and this.
TVXQ are so special that i don't know how to describe.
Yes they are only an idol group.
But they have the special power to cheer people who love them,
by just updating their news or listening their songs,
watching their old videos.
What life will be without TVXQ?
Noone knows.
No TVXQ,
no me for today.
I believe it is the same for Cassiopeias out there too.
Too much, too deep.
TVXQ you guys are a miracle.
Always keep the faith.
TVXQ canNOT disband.

-iloveTVXQforever-

Heading to the Ground

맨땅에 헤딩 Heading to the Ground

Starring :

First episod highlight :

JYH u are so man!!!
And u're so dorky!
OMG
I'm already addicted to this drama even though i only watched the 1st episode!
Because i have only 4 episodes and the 3rd epi is still downloading.......
Stupid bit comet load so slow =(
And and and
the drama only out once episode per week.
Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Nevermind.
I WILL WAIT.
For yun's sake.
^w^

He is so cute!
And at the same time so charming.
And at the same time so handsome.
And at the same time so man.
Because he is
Jung Yun Ho.

Lomo Camera

A lomo camera will be the camera i want in future!
Thanks Nog for the information!
And HEN!!!!
Tell me more when we next meet!
Lomo cam lomo cam.
Great effect that i loved and longed for!!!


Edit :
An example of lomo effect picture.
The top was the original.
The bottom is the one with lomo effect. ( I guess )
Well it is photoshopped to get this effect.
As i don't have a lomo cam.

Great effect right?
LOVE IT!

KJJ

KJJ i want ur shirt!!!
><

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Anyway JaeChun's new single is so nice!
Colors~Melody & Harmony~
But i prefer Shelter ( Track 2 )
Here are the *incomplete* lyrics :

Like the wind avoids the rain, I am watching you from my shelter
Even though my love for you overflows
Can I love you? Can I hold you?
I’m about to drown in my worries. I can’t forgive myself for hesitating.
I want to know why, I want to know why

--rap--

When we met my girl, I knew it would be like this
Do you feel me? The only one I’ve been looking for
I can’t breathe my word. My words turn into tears
Do you feel me? The sound of the rain that hits my heart
I always want to keep you smiling. I’m sorry that I made you sad [T/N hang your head]
But please keep waiting
Don’t give up your love, stay by my side
I need your love, I need your love

--Rap--

If I reach out my hand, my girl, I’ll believe that you’ll be able to understand
Do you feel me? Even if there are wounds left
The place you are is my world. If you open the doors again
Do you feel me? I want to feel your sound

When Photoshop meets with Photoscape

And my new batch of works is out!
Being addicted again.
Will have more works for tomorrow i guess!
LOL.
PS^2 fills my day.
=D

unsmooth

Everything is so unsmooth today.
Never slept the night before.
Thought going back around 4.30am and get a short sleep until 6am.
Then get wake up and pack.
Ready for parents to pick me up.
But then,
wei and tai both slept.
And they are both very tired i know.
Din really sleep the night previously but the another afternoon still can go da gei the whole afternoon.
Geng lor u2.
LOL.
Then since they so tired,
i zao bu hao yi si go wake them..
i got try to wake wei but,
he no response.
So,
i crawl back to his comp and continue play.
But then until 5am i cannot tahan d,
so i went wake him again.
Then,
finally.
Aih i so paiseh lorrrrrrrrrr.

Choki Choki is our friend for the exam week!
LOL.

Refer to my previous post,
that i miss him.
And i made this pic.
But,
the original vers will be at somewhere in the world and wont be publishing here.
Sigh.
I really dont know how to describe my day.
I'm in KL currently but then,
everything really damn unsmooth.
Things i want eat sold out,
things i want buy no size.
I want rest but got scold,
i want play comp but no electric adapter.
Damn damn damn.
Down down down down down ( Song i listening )
Maybe everything just going on too smooth in the past few weeks and the god want me to face unsmooth day today.
Stupid u.
I hope it is just one day.
one day is enough.
To drive me crazy.
Nearly cried in the public today.
thanks to my mum.
Ask me things about you,
made me think back our old memories.
Wondering why my tears will never dry.
Damn.

===
And finally year 1 sem 1 of my degree life ended.
I've gone through up and down in this sem.
Changed my life 180 degree.
In both good and bad ways.
But i hope what i gain is more than what i lose.
Looking forward for year 1 sem 2!
Luckily i am still in the same class with u guys.
=)
Let's continue our madness in the coming sem!
See u guys again soon!

My heart was in painpainpain.

so pain that it strike deeply into my heart.

imissu.

So damn freaking missing you.

update

as caption in the photo.
Suddenly missing you so much.
Memories flowing back again.
Anyway,
have a nice trip to S'pore tomorrow.
still loving you as usual.

===

So as i mentioned my exam has started.
3 subjects gone and now left 2 more.
Today should considered as resting day as tomorrow has no exam.
But then,
i just can't stop it.
The 2 subjects i don't really have confidence.
In scoring them.
Sigh.
Wasted almost whole night due to my mood.
But at least i manage to put in something into my brain.
And i'll show the war place for us in the past few days =)

This is the first day when we studying account..
The table was so messy.

The second day for FIO.
We added choki choki =)
HAHA
We are all choki choki kaki.
good =)

Peng i finally tried this durian candy.
But behind this candy,
there's a super long and don't-know-how-to-describe story.
Sigh.
Never mind.

Many things flowed in my brain today.
I was really confused by my own feeling.
Am i don't willing to?
Am i don't want to?
Or am i still can't do so?
Is i can't, or i don't want?
I admit a small portion in my heart i don't want.
But,
there's nothing i can do.
Things gone out like this and i'm not the one who can control.
You don't want to,
i can't do anything..
And everything had gone so far,
it had been so long,
but i'm still.
Hate myself as being such a useless.
I'm just digging a hole and hiding it in the deepest of my heart.
Just too scare to reveal it out.
Or i just don't want to.
I still not sure.

On the other side,
if things weren't gone out like this,
i wouldn't have the chance to know this great bunch of friends.
Really great and they are super nice.
Although sometimes they are a bit over while chatting,
making me embarrass,
but they are really nice.
They knew i'm in a bad mood just now,
they pui me go yum cha and go long gai even they're very tired.
After that they still pui me study for awhile.
And wei u are so geng.
LOL.
That football part really depressed me.
But,
it already over so just let it be.
The only thing that i never regret,
is spending my time with this bunch of guys.
Although people might talk about me.
But,
who cares?
Talk whatever shit that u like.
I don't give a damn.
As long as i am happy,
i will do anything i like.

Jae and Keita Tachibana!
OMG wondering what song they sang together!!!
I WANT TO LISTEN!
---

Econ ended.
3 papers over 2 more to go.
Finally there's a paper can make me smile when i walk out of the exam room.
ECON I LOVE U!
enjoy the study moments with u guys too =)
although
u guys always bully me.

rest

consider getting enough rest?

nap 2 hours at wei house this morning and went exam at 9am.

came back dead for 6 hours.

well at least finally i got sleep more than 3 hours.

Relieved.

and,

never got people say me will rotate when i sleep.

=.=

He slept so long with me last time also never say me rotate.

Sweat u2 fella.

picture took at 7am in the morning and i haven't sleep for the whole night.
===

Felt so depresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

Final is here.

But then backed to kampar.

I learnt what is enjoy while study.

Group study is fun!

=D

A post that dedicated to my love.

My love oh my love~
I cant love you more!!!
Had so much heartsss moments with you this time when u came back!
Still remember last few years,
we didn't even meet each other.
Or just maybe once or twice.
Everytime i will be the first to contact with when u land in M'sia.
Am i?
XD
Best friend since Form 1.
It is so unbelievable that we're getting closer even we're seperate.
There are no gap between us even we didn't talk for 1 year.
I guess this is what true friend means.
I'm glad that i have a few! =D
And you of course, my love!

Recalling our first met was my first time going clubbing at Voodoo.
HAHA.
NEVER EVER EXPECT TO SEE U THERE!
Lucky i saw the Queen.
Then he brings me to u =D
Do you know how effing happy am i when i saw u??
"The jump of joy", i did.
HAHA.
And the long long hug.
HOW MUCH I MISS U LOVE!!!
Such a surprise to see u there and cheers me 100%!!!
=D

And our second meet up was the next day after Voodoo,
the canteen day!
Ahaha recalled so many stupid moments right?
Stupid yet meaningful.
We knew that we can never do such crazy things again!
Happy to meet you in 1p10,
happy to meet you once again!

The third time was to accompany me for my birthday i guess.
I would take 090809 as my birthday this year.
=)
And my lovable gift will be whole afternoon with you!
Had such a great time also we didn't really do anything.
But i was just,
so happy.
=)
I love you this much.
That even we did nothing,
we're still smiling and connecting.

I guess this is the forth time?
We went for K-singing finally~!
And had great moments with the other girls too!
Did you enjoy?
I hope u did.
=D
And remember my confession to you!
I will keep my words.
I promise!

And this is the fifth and final time...
Our last meeting for your holiday this time.
The chit chatting part was just sooooooo crazy!
OMG.
I can't believe that u2 actually remember f1 and f2 things so well.
HAHA.
Refresh refresh and refresh my memory.

our naughty moments.
our sharing moments.
our lunch-together-everyday-in-school moments.
our water-playing-session moments.
our class-skipping moments.

so naughty.
HAHA.
Both of you lar!
LOL.
We still owing SSP for this outing.
I bet if she was here,
we won't be home even till the next day!

Never wish to go home when i'm out with u all.
Never wish to seperate with u all even for now.
How much i love you.
And how much will i miss you.
Luckily you're coming back in Dec.
I guess i can hold on my miss until Dec.
So see you again soon, love!
Have a nice flight few hours later!
I'll miss you!!!