Tonight, BIGBANG night.

I spent my night watching BIGBANG's The Big Show no subs version!!
And they got this Secret Garden Parody!
DAEBAK!!!!!!!!!!

GD is so damn pretty lor!!!

Totally laugh til my ass off when i see this.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!

Oh GD and TOP!!!
HAHAHAHAHAA.
A super funny parody!
The best ever!!
It made my night.
(^-^)/

It's a BIGBANG NIGHT!
I wish i can see BIGBANG sooner!!!
4th June.
I swear i will make it!!
TOP. GD. TY. SR. DS.
See you 3 months + later!!!

Tonight.
Such a beautiful night.
Good night.

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Alright.
I shall start studying.
=_____________=
Study plan failed.
And i had very very nasty days.
I really don't know how to talk with you.
Sometimes i think it's really better for me to just stay in room.
And never talk a word with you.
It's the best for you.
And the best for me.
No.
You don't have to know about me.
Don't have to.

Just realised 2AM's ChangMin actually followed JunSu and JunHo on twitter!
Do they know each other??
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

And i don't know why Mr. KJJ love this pose so much.


Grrrrrr.

30th April.
Shall I smile or shall I cry?

Ah~
I think I'm a bit too over in Korean recently.
Language i mean.
Although i was so so so over into Korean stars.
LOL.
I need a phone that i can read and write Korean!!
And just tested.
Iphone pass.
LOL.
Actually learning language was so so fun.
A lot more funnier than what I'm learning in school.
Sigh.
Wrong course?
Wrong path?
Too late to regret.

My Japanese was like totally forgotten.
ヤバイ~
Shall pick up on it again.

I wish those weird dreams will stop haunting me.
At least for tonight.
As I'm just left with 3 to 4 hours sleep.
Please.

Jae Joong ah, will I see you this year?

今天怎么那么伤感 ?

Happy Birthday ChangMin!

Happy 23rd birthday Shim Chang Min!!
I wish you happiness, healthiness and faith.
Please remain in keeping the faith with us.

I really hope i can see you this year.
Love you!

Happy / Sad.

I don't know why I am feeling _________ (depress/down/moody/unhappy).

I guess I'm tired.

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That was evening.
Now is night.
And i am happy now!!

Why happy moments feel like dream.
Happens and fade so quickly.
I wish time could slow down during happy moments.
And speed up during sad ones.

But i feel like blogging now.
It's 3am.
Maybe i shall sleep.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
But i'm afraid that i would be lazy if i don't blog now.
If i blog i still have to resize and edit photos.
Ok i shall not blog.
And i shall/shall not go to class tomorrow at 10am?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Good night.

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Cant sleep yet.
Sigh.
Transferring stuff for my friend.
But the files are so large and it took me almost 1 hour and still processing.


Photo of the day.
It's nice but too bad covered wei and chun.
Sigh~
I shall show some of my shooting in my future posts.

My shooting was recognized as professions!
So happy.
^^
But when can i get my professional equipments?
Sigh.
:(

V-day.

Had a very very great day with my treasures.
It's not just an ordinary valentine.
It's beyond awesome.
I enjoy the pleasures i have with my treasures more than i enjoy so-called valentine.
Valentine Day has nothing to do with me.
But today does.

Looking forward to the continuation of my happiness tomorrow.

chan sung.

I dreamt 2PM's Chan Sung last night.


Dreamt him as my teacher.
LOL.
And I have really near distance with him.
Well i watched TVXQ videos for the whole night last night.
Never touch 2PM.
Wonder why will i dream him @@
And i just watched the latest episode of WGM.
I saw Chan Sung.
I feel like I know him.
LOL.
Really totally the same in my dream!!
I mean him not the scene.

Ah~
This is so weird.
But he is really charming.
HAHAHA.
But it never happen on jae!
Or other TVXQ members.
Well maybe i didn't watch their videos after i dream them...?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Weird.
Wonder what will be my dream tonight.
I'm having a lot of weird ones recently.
Last night's was kinda the best among all.
If tonight is jae then...........

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-
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Really a happy vday for me.
xD

And i realised.
Chan Sung rears a grey cat.
I think might be same breed with JiJi.
Why the guys i like rears grey cats??
LOL.

I watched a very inspired movie this noon.
3 Idiots.
Although it's a hindu movie.
But yeah.
It gave a lot of inspiration.
After I watch this movie.
i really doubt that whether am I on the correct path.
Is this really what i want?
Is this what i should head for?
Is this the future that i want?
What am I good in?
What will i achieve if i continue this path?
Will my future be better and happier if i choose the other?

I wonder.

I was watching Yunho and Changmin's episode of Strong Heart,
laughing so hard that made my tummy aches towards the whole show,
but teared in the end suddenly.
With no reason.

Ah~
Emotion control failed.
I really miss 5 of them being together.

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And i realised i seldom blog about outings anymore.
I just can't get the feeling to write.

My heart feels like being scratch by sharp nails everytime i see those scars.

I really hate your group.
Fuck you.

I can feel the heat in my body.
Please no more sick again.
Threw in 2 fever pills and 1 flu pill.
Doze off.

Ate durian today!
But i think it caused me sick.
Having bad flu currently.
sigh~

And had my first gambling game tonight.
Was so fun!!
And was so lucky to win.
^^
Looking forward to the next outing~

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
It's haunting me.
Another pathetic starting of the year.
Fuck!

FUCK YOU!
I have a life.
And it's not like just 1 assignment to do in this semester.
Hello.
It's not the 1st time doing assignment.
It's not the 1st time doing presentation.
Why are you being so zzzzzzzzzz.
Screw you.
Don't ruin my cny.
Or i'll ruin everything.