Happy Birthday Mum and Bro!

Happy Birthday to my mummy and bro!
yupyupz they birthday on the same day!
Luckily it is friday so i manage to come back and have dinner with them!
anyway,
Happy Birthday Mummy,
Happy Birthday Bro!

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks.. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

why are human so selfish?
they can do anything they like for the person they like or can get benifit with, but they wont do anything for others.
even if others are going to DIE.
WTF.
why should i meet so many this kinda ppl?
what i did wrong?
leading me to this kinda social life?
i hate here.
i hate staying here.
i hate facing these kinda people.
honestly, Kampar's "friends" SHIT.
nothing more can use to describe.
u bulk of shit.
go hell.

i'm sick being here facing people like this.
i don't understand why can they have so many kind of faces?
one with me, one with others, one with guys, one with another.
whoa.
teach me how to change faces.
i would like to learn if it can save me out of this hella situation.
F.

i'm going home this saturday.
GLAD that i'm going home.
GLAD that i'm not staying here for these 2 weekends.
i'm sorry for him because i need to dump him alone here.
but what i can say is sorry, i need to breathe.
i can't be myself here except the time i being with him.
i need to wear masks..
masks Masks MASKS.
i HATE it!
i wanna go home.
and sorry mum i haven buy ur birthday present yet.
SO SORRY!
i will plan with dad as soon as i get home =)

my sick was worsen.
i had so high fever just now.
but now was ok.
but i still cant get myself to study.
i will do it later.
i wont let this stupid sick ruin my results!
and i done quite well in today's lab test.
Hooray!

today was a bad day but on other hand it was good.
2 of my closest phoned me and talk with me about their problems.
at last i have the feeling that i'm needed by someone other than him in the world.
except my family for sure.
i always feel worthless here because of those shit people i'm facing here.
but now,
i'm glad that i knew u guys.
I LOVE U LOTS.

sick again

flu + sore throat + headache.

pls kill me.

Home

my home my home my home.
i'm waiting the time to go home~~
but unfortunately i cant stay long in my home.
gotta say byebye after december..
i dun want =(

Pain

I'm having p pain.
ahhh suffering.
why we need to suffer for these kinda pains??
ishhh!
i need a pain killer - that can kill all sorts of pain.
both physical and mental.

i want pain KILLER!
today when i dismiss, i was following Mr Ding to take his car and fetch me home.
then, i saw my gor.
i saw 3 ppl following him to take his car so i thought he might can fetch me home as well because it has been such a long time i didn't sit his car in skol.
i was walking towards his car happily and hoping i'm correct that his car still has space to fit me in.
but when i reached, i was disappointed.
i was wrong. His car was full with people.
His classmates and his current roommate.
I really felt so disappointed and i just waved with him and walked away.
I felt so like a pass by in someone's life.
Maybe friends are like that. Passer-by.
Nothing can stays forever. Or longer.
Why is it so hard to keep something for a long time?
and in the process of it there are full of pains.
-ineedpainkiller-
and after that, i went back to Ding's car.
To go buy panadol for my irritating stomach and go home.
In the car, suddenly my mind pop-up some memory while gor is still staying with us last time.
we used to laugh together, maybe not everyday but there are still times for us to see each other more often than now, that we see only 3 or 4 times a weeks and in a hi-bye duration.
it is just, 3 months ago.
Things have been changing so fast!
and next month, we have to say byebye to C303,
where everything starts there.
I still remember when i first come here, C303 was like my 2nd home.
Because my gor is there, and my bf is there.
but sooner or later, people in that house changes and it becomes sorta like a hotel unit.
Hardly to describe.
Many things happened there..
Happy, angry, and sad.
But all those are memorable.
I still remember the time when i stay in that house until 3am everyday and feeling unwilling to go back to my place;
I still remember when we celebrate gor's birthday the night we had our 1st steamboat and the day u all played crazily and end up need to clean the whole house.
and many things.
all need to keep in heart.
Byebye to C303.
a very tough sentence to say but,
have to say it real soon.
-iwantpainkiller-

Exams

I'm so boring.
sick of exam.
sick of many things.
i dun wanna sick b4 exam like last sem.
it is NOT a habit and NOT what i wish!
having management this friday.
management quiz next monday.
webpage design lab test next tuesday.
writing for mass com next wed.
writing for business aka english next thurs.
marketing next fri.
and CLASS REPLACEMENT THIS AND NEXT SAT!
well, i'm NOT going this saturday.
i'm going KL~~~*
and next fri is my mum and bro's birthday.
no matter how i need to die back to Ipoh.
so next week's replacement i might skip as well.
stupid UTAR know the BEST to choose the RIGHT date to replace class.
anyway, i'll just skip.
skip
skip
skip.
no big deal.

原来

原来 i can sign in blogger at this shit place using IE!

chehhh

muahaha.

blogger, I'm BACK!

Welcome home, Snaily!

Snaily oh snaily,
today is 161108.
so,
WELCOME HOME!
dear snaily,
hoping to have the second gathering with u in this year!
miss u!

Madagascar 2!

Joan the Hippo!

Fion the Giraffe!

Susu the Zebra!

Ngar the Lion!

i like to move it move it
u like to move it move it
i like to move it move it
we like to,
MOVE IT!

I MISS U GUYS!!!

as a reply to su's post :

Graduation

Ya we use to smile and laugh with each other in the older days..
and it is just less than one year ago.
and yes we are now all changed and we are mixing with different people around us..
noone of us are still sticking with each other everyday anymore.
but it doesn't means that we are no longer linked together right?
as long as we always remember that the other is still around and we can still approach for each other few times in a year then that is more than enough.
we should not request more.
we CANNOT request more.
so..
this is a fact that we all have to face.

my hope for now is one fine day,
even in years later,
we can still sit down and chat like we used to do last time..
i hope my wish can be true in somedays.

Finally

Finally!
i found a server that can let me online and SIGN IN MY BLOGGER!
my stupid apartment - FCK even block BLOGGER!
idiotic.
hate staying there.

so quite a lot of things happened recently.
many UNHAPPY things.
quoted : UNHAPPY.
i just, dunno how to explain.
there is too much in many expects.
anyway,
i will just try to solve.
if cant, i'll just ignore.
or in other words,
avoid.

i miss home.
i got replacement class today ( saturday) that's why i cant go home this week.
and the fucking thing is my class until 6pm today.
shit.
shit UTAR.
shit Kampar!

actually i DISLIKE almost EVERYTHING here.
EVERYTHING..
it seems like there are nothing for me to treasure or like here..
i HATE!
but what to do?
there is nothing i can do..
i still need to spend 4 years here.
4 WHOLE YEARS.
oh god kill me please.
i shall treasure happy moments here..
try.

god damn
I MISS HOME =(

Boke in 2008