Happy Birthday Fion~!!!

Happy 18th Fion~!

my dear maid~!

today i let u holiday la since is ur bday :)

Fion er Fion I MISS U ERRR

hope u has a happy and memorable bday ya!

if david bully u then u tel me k?

i fly to melaka and BEAT HIM!

haha...

happy birthday my dear!

i love u!

miss u lots~!!!

mwahhhHHHxxXXzzZZZZ~~~*

*BFFL*

miss.

su i miss u.
dunno y i sud miss u very very much.
mayb coz i saw ur pics.

Fion i miss u.
everytime say go out with u sure end up canceled.
but yet i miss u.

Peng i miss u.
really cant imagine that we actually can be friends again and our misunderstanding last time was like been thrown to the sea and never come back again.
i'm happy about that.

Kame i miss u.
there'd been so long since our last conversation.
sorry coz i seldom find u.
i'm busy with skol work and dun wanna disturb u for ur spm studies.
do well, my pet :)

Dear i miss u.
there will be no reason for me to miss u because missing u is just like the normal routine of my heart.
miss u lots.
and love u.

and all my friends,
i miss u.
and love u.
sincerely.

I'm available

i mean, for chat or talk.

i'm still here!!

for all my dears out there..

if u got any prob..

wanna find ppl chat and hard to get one..

if u trust me..

just send me a sms!

and i'll be there for u...

be happy for ur day...

we live for happiness and not sorrow..

so cheer up everyone!

bring SMILE to ur life everyday!

=)

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sometimes i felt that i'm kinda sad because i cant help those who are having conflicts because i'm not there..
hopefully...............they will be ok.
thanks Fion cause u helped me a lot :)
glad to have u................as my maid. haha XD
and su..i miss u and i love u.
bleh bleh
everyone please take care...
and behave well.
u know who i'm saying.
u're not with us now. u're with another new ppl ur new frens.
their patience may not as well as us.
and they do not really have the mission to be patient on u.
so...u reali have to control ur temper.
and try not to be mean.
if not...i really worry how u going to survive out there.
with a whole village of enemy.
i hope u will un, and do not hate me for typing this.
i did not mention WHO am i mentioning to.
but i hope u noe who are u.
take care, my fren.

the reason y i dun wanna blog, is coz i reali dunno wat to blog.
too much conflicts flying around and i do not know which side i should be standing.
but,
thanks Fion.
at last i get it.
let u all solve it urself.
it is non of my business so i cant help.
what i can do is just listen. but i cant help.
so..really.
solve it yourself it u really hopes to.
if u dun want, please do not create story here and there.
u'll be very suffering to have a story to cover another.
and u wont happy in ur life too.

enjoy ur life.
not to pass it with enemies and arguements all flying around.
be happy.
take care all.
i love u
and miss u all.

18th~! 2nd part

backed kampar mr ng also celebrated with me..
and gor also.
mr ng decorated MANY things...
he let me get my presents in MANY ways...
lolz..
thanks dear~
mwah~!
and stil got a lion one but i haven transfer his pic to my laptop as my phone batt now left 3%
next time la..

my 2nd bday cake~

and ring from him...

so...end of blogging end of birthday
days go as usual again..
hibernate as usual again so i go now la!
tata~~~
muackzZZ~*^^*

18th~!

yeay!
i'm officially 18 now~!
neh neh~~*
and that day went out celebrate with :

*Szu Mun*

*Peng*

*Jo*

*ngan*me*peng

*ngan*me*peng*

the four of us~

present from ngan, peng, jo

inside is this one
and rmb the pink lion i love very much?
I GOT IT~!!!!
from my dear family~!!!
yeay yeay~~
my bigbig~~!!!
I LOVE U~!

haha..
actually i quite sleepy now..
so..
this is abt my bday larrr
that's all..
din reali celebrate this year as everyone is not around.
i miss u all...
love u for all who remembers my birthday.
really do love u.
mwah~~!

U P D A T E

erm...
update lor
details blog will update later..
today just finished my public speaking talkshow..
and my english re-test coz the 1st time they leaked the ans
lousy utar
ok now i'm going to update la..

firstly got some review about life in Kampar..
life in Kampar actually sucks..
people around u are actually EVILS...
can u image how can u survive under evils?
at your house..the person u trust..
all actually are evils..
why human changes?
or it that my problem or my illusion?
or is that the true u?
well i don't really want to know. that is your own business.
the one in my house and not my room : i really wonder how can u SURVIVE with ur attitude and under a situation without a true friend or anyone u can trust. u really geng. geng
the on in my house and IN my room : i'm wondering what is in your mind actually. pls open your mouth and SPEAK. your mum birth u with a mouth that can speak, is not for u to mute when needed and talk at people's back. well i dunno did u do so. anyway I DON'T CARE.
the one i once trusted and thought that he can be safe : i dunno y u wanna choose this path. i dun think this path u choosing can bring any bright future for u as i saw it is just going down and keep on sinking. but anyway, that is your way, your choice. just go ahead and do what you like. don't regret. and dun come back and complain as if u're innocent and u had done nothing wrong. this trick doesn't effective anymore. u changed and as well as the world. people can see how you really act and u're not the king who got the power everyday. anyway, just, do what you like. good luck, bro.

except for those people who makes my life sucks..
others are those who helping me to cheer up my life..
thanks to all of them..
those are friends..
i do not sure are they consider as any good friends or close friends to me but i know friends come and go. i won't really keen in having a real long friendship in Kampar. u wanna come u come as long as u're friendly and true. u wanna go then u go i wont stop you.

even all friends left me nevermind.
at least there is still someone who will not leave me.
and i still have my doggie in aus :)
so...i really don't bother that do i really have a true friend in my school life nowadays.

phew~~ wrote out quite lotsa things that had been keeping in my heart for so long.
although u might not understand it but it was just like many pieces of heavy rocks in my heart.
but now, my heart was as light as a feather :)

so..i guess that's all for my update..
SU I UPDATE D LARRR

2mr! Yeay!

ok i still have 10min to blog as i currently in UTAR comp lab having comp studies lesson.
hehehee.
well nvm :)
so so 2mr~~~~!!!
i will be going out with Fion AT LAST!
really AT LAST...
Fion u fong jor me many aeroplanes
this time...
WATCH OUT!
after soooo long...
how long ar?
longer than the period i din meet with u Aus gang lor i think...
hmm..
nvm nvm nvm~!!!
and she pre-celebrate my bday with me wakakaka
planning to go out 2 days dunno can anot...
hehehee
one day parade one day jj
eh is lidat gela who ask ipoh so sien..
and then................................................................
oh ya FINALLY i watched Lead's concert.
and at last i knew wat is B.W.R
B = BLACK
W = WHITE
R = RED
lolz..icic
umm....i stil got 7min wakaka i type reali fast hehee
recently really very very busy..
just done my comp studies assignment...
next week got few more to go...
tues i got comp studies presentation, in front of the lecture hall.
which has more than 100 student.
WOW
then wed i got english presentation.
50+ students.
and wed gotta hand in account assignment, which, we hadn't touch it till now.
then thurs, got econ presentation.
forum, in my tutor group, 20+ students...
aikz..
and friday suppose to have public speaking talkshow one..
but LUCKILY...
postponed...to the following week..
PHEW~~~
if not i die.
so next week will be reali reali busy..
oh ya later stil got eng test grammar test ar SAVE ME!
6 - 7 pm wor izit chi sin one??
then next sat got maths 2nd test also...
AHHH~~!!!
but then Sunday zao...
heheheheee
u-know-i-know gum la..
so...
fin update!
2mr.................
c i lazy anot la...................
i noe i haven update abt the BG gathering..
hehee..
see how la.................
kla gtg d
MISS YA ALL!
LOVE U~!!!
BG = FFL