Family
Well, in this year, honestly, my relation with my family are a lot better compared to last time.
In the beginning of the year, I went NS for 2 whole months.
Finally I felt that I am so far from home.
I never am so far from home for such a long time.
The first time I apart from my family for so long.
The first time I get to wait for weeks to see my parents.
Those faces that I do not wish to see last time,
I’m missing them all..
And after my NS, I went Kampar for my further studies.
And thus, I stayed there as well.
I back from NS in March, and I leaving to Kampar on the end of May.
Although in the time between I had a real big fight with my mum,
But it ended up nothing after I went Kampar.
Finally I felt the love of family.
I felt the importance of family.
I felt homesick.
Which is quite a miracle for me.
For those who know me well, u’ll un. Lol
I felt so lucky to have my family with me.
My dad, my mum, my bro, although he is quite annoying sometimes, my grandparent, although they love to nag sometimes, but I love them.
I love them all.
Friends
In this year, I got some new friends, and lost some olds.
I got new ones from NS and my uni life,
And lose within them too.
I’ve learnt how to put less effort on friends.
Not that I do not care.
I’m still care.
But just not to put too much effort, and faith.
Everything might change.
Noone can predict what will happen next.
Us, BGs, separated into few parts, to whole world, scattering around.
Us, KTMs, backed to our own homes and start our own lifes.
Things are changing often..
And there are conflicts happened between us this year, as usual, big or small.
Yes it is hurt but it helps us to grow.
Thanks to the conflicts it strengthens our friendships.
We proved that we will not defeated by the distance between us!
No matter which part of the world we are standing on,
We still linked like last time!
- This is for BG.
For new friends,
Yes I made some bad and good ones.
But they are not equally amount that was what I disappoint of.
Finally I understand how a person can be so selfish, how a person can be so bitchy, how a person can be so f*ing idiot.
I hate those people.
I hate them but they cannot vanish in my life.
Why on earth should I be patient on such shit peoples?
WHY?
Situation.
Stupid situation.
I shall wait, for my luck, and for your unluck.
Then we shall see, who will be the final winner.
TVXQ
I’m not so addicted in TVXQ this year =)
I’m still mad but not as mad as last time d la at least.
SO FAR I think this year I onli bought their forth album – MIROTIC.
And the Japan 3rd album – T.
Umm..so far these is what I can think of.
SO FAR.
But I think that’s all la…
I really din spend much money on them this year.
Maximum 200. I THINK.
But they are getting more and more charming!
Charisma! Man! Man Man Man and more Man!!!
I LOVE TVXQ FOREVER!
Love
And for YOUR information,
I’ve found my love one =)
I’m glad I found him.
He gave me lots of happiness and taught me many things.
In life, and in reality.
I believe that me and him,
Can walk until the end.
I hope so.
Finally,
Here comes 2009!
I would like to thank my family, although they wont read my blog,
Thank you for your care and tolerance,
I would like to thank my friends, ALL OF YOU,
For being my friends!
I would like to thank TVXQ,
For cheering up my life!
I would like to thank my love, my dear,
Thank you so much for your accompaniment and love.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
HAPPY 2009!
BYE BYE 2008!
Thank you for appearing in my life as a great year!
Review of 2008
home sweet home
i'm home!
but gotta leave again 2mr.
sigh.
anyway,
will be having great days with him =)
oh ya i bought a pair of BOOTS, for your info.
hehee.
tata!
merry xmas
today i had my xmas afternoon with su.
su i miss u too.
u din reali grow fat actually.
so, at night i saw meimei too.
so happy to see her =)
but,
this is a raining xmas for me.
raining outside and inside.
i saw everyone i love,
except you.
should i be happy?
i'm trying to be.
dulan + dulan
i reali tak boleh tahan anymore lor.
luckily i'm leaving soon.
i know they also going back.
Holla for u.
Sometimes u all just like a bunch of freaks.
I always wonder how on earth could u do things so slow?
just a simple thing u took me few days to do it and even at the last minute, u still doing it.
When u do that single thing, i already finished SOME.
ONE and SOME.
F u.
U all always want to be perfect.
But please use ur tiny little brain to think.
Do u MATCH with the word - perfect?
Not a single cell i think.
so please, cut it off.
look at the mirror please.
u are not everything.
u are not a who-who.
u're just a so-so.
why u love looking down at people as if u are the 2nd highest and always put that one on the top?
Who are you?
Who is she?
Pei!
U're just both memorising machine w/o any creative cells in ur brain.
Useless freak.
dulan-ness
damn dulan...
yes la ppl's group Wee Kiat do everything for webpage la lek la..
as if i do NOTHING!
F u shit!
Then i do so much for what?
Since in the end u all give me the expression like I did ntg!
What i did are all pile of shit?!?!
Damn u!
Angry
Sorry to say so but i really hate u!
How can u be so selfish?
I know u're going back on Wed or Thurs but WHATEVER!
Skol will NOT be open on Thurs means we CANNOT pass up our assignment on Thurs!
Who wants to stay up at that suck place until Fri?
Don't always use HER.
U think she dun wish to go home as u?
EVERYONE WANTS TO GO HOME!
so please dun be so selfish!
i know you are clever you results are good.
but that doesn't mean u're good in everything!
U're good is because everything you refer to book and teacher!
Ur results are good because u're good in memorising and THAT'S ALL!
I really pissed off when you used up so much time just to do that little part in the assignment and wasted all my time there WAITING for u to finish your little part.
The little part that u think u were so GOOD at.
and please, when ppl give u comment or idea,
please LISTEN.
Don't your mama told you what is RESPECT and wat is MANNERS?
When people talk to u,
LISTEN!
and now keep talking with another selfish person!
sometimes i really cant stand u all.
If not we still have other assignments to go on with,
i really wont even have the interest to stay with u all even one second!
Do you know sometimes u really do piss me off?
You might be VIP to our group but SORRY I DON'T THINK SO.
Teamwork.
Do you have this spirit?
No i don't think so.
Everytime "she" gives u her idea,
it is either u don't listen, or PRETEND that u cant listen, or just ignore.
I know and she knows too, that her result is not good,
her english are not as ADVANCE as yours.
But that are people's idea.
They put the effort to THINK of it and they need the courage to TELL U!
but what you did?
Not even a sorry and throw ppl's effort into the sea.
Don't you know u're VERY over?
sigh.
I was wondering how i going to fully use my patience on such sickening people like u.
At Last
At last, i can get 8 hours sleep..
Almost the end for this week..
Few more to go...
At least all de midterms were finished...
Dear Su
Sorry that i was unable to catch up with you these few days.
Stay strong.
Take care.
Love you always.
Press Conference!
Lui, me and lou po
Us + "Jay Chou"treasure.
Home alone with bro
This weekend my parents are not at home..
they went Honeymoon =)
thus, left me and my bro at home.
and we went movie this afternoon with my dear,
went jj at night for dinner.
I have a great day with my bro and him. =)
I'm glad that yesterday's thing didn't ruin today.
Anyway,
i just hope that my parents don't worry so much and enjoy their trip.
Two more days to go!
Twilight

Finally i watched Twilight today!
it was really a nice movie.
nice but there are something different from the book also..
it gives different feel and the casting of the movie are not so suitable with the original story also...
some..
Edward Cullen.He is the most charming character in this story!
but he don't really look so suitable for this story la.
i mean,
he got the vampire look i know,
but he is not as well looking as Edward Cullen should be.
he is far more..well, behind.
and i think he is too cool for Edward.
Although Edward should be cool in the beginning but he changed after he told Bella about his identity.
He acted everything in a cool and furious way.
kinda scary sometimes.
well,
i think he is just a 70% of Edward Cullen.
Bella Swan.She's the lucky girl in the story who in love with the most charming guy in the world!
well i admit that my first impression towards her as Bella Swan was a no no.
but now, i guess i was wrong.
she is totally perfect for bella's character!
But sometimes the way she talk and express was different from the book.
The way she talk.
a bit weird for me.
and she din really show the love towards Edward.
not really good acting though..
She's cool as well as Edward.
But i still don't like the way she talk sometimes.
it is weird for me..
anyway, i think she is a 90% of Bella Swan.
Charlie Swan.Bella's dad.
He is another perfect role too!
He got the look he got the expression he is totally came out from the book!
he is a 99% Charlie.
=D
Alice Cullen.I like tha character of Alice Cullen in the book!
she's a young, pretty and active little girl.
But the cast was a bit too mature to act as Alice.
It makes her took away the young and active side of Alice.
In the movie, Alice tend too be gorgeous.
Like Rosalie.
Anyway, she's pretty and she got the vampire look too.
She's a 80% Alice Cullen.
The Cullens Sliblings
Emmett Cullen.He was so man.
He plays the role of Emmett so well.
He look so protective and charming like a vampire.
He is a 90% Emmett Cullen.
Emmett Cullen and Rosalie Hale.The couple in the Cullens.
They made a pair of gorgeous couple.
Grabbing the attention of people in school.
But Rosalie wasn't as gorgeous as the one in the book.
Same as Edward.
It's different.
Anyway she's still a 80% Rosalie Hale.

The Evil James.
He look really evil and furious in this movie.
His thirst for blood.
His desparation for the taste of blood.
He done it so well.
He is really 90% James.
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Lack of some picture of other casts.
Anyway this movie is quite long, 120 minutes.
But they focus too much at the front, of how Edward meet Bella,
and they cut the part of James hunting Bella.
It occupies so many pages in the book on how exciting and dangerous during the hunting of Bella but they din show in the movie.
How sad =(
and Malaysia's cinema even cut the kissing scene of Edward and Bella.
Hello!
It is just KISSING.
not *******
sigh..Malaysia.
For overall the movie was really nice..
But compare to the book really not so similar..
They changed something and the casts made my feel towards the character changed..
Anyhow, i prefer the storybook than movie =)
















