It's a night of tears, emo-ness, and hunger.
I just realised i never take dinner.
Eff.

Aziatix - Go

Go
-Aziatix

Don’t have the words to say but baby I’m goin’ away…
I took another road ahead and I’ll be so far away…

Gonna fly to where my water’s sky blue
Martini, Margaritas on the beach
Yeah now’s the time to party the night through
Not you girl no one but me

Rap I
It was nice to greet ya, and it was nice to meet ya
but I know that I'm off the hook I'm fishing for another keeper /
I'll delete ya' never reach ya' girl
I'm done with putting you on, on //
never call you again cuz'
I'm gone with the wind for the kid it's time to move on, on //


Baby I don’t mean to be cliché but it’s not you girl but me
Still got a lot of player left in me so I’ll be on my way

Chorus
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…
Adios and I’m out the door
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…
Can’t go on playin’ you no more
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away
Babe I gotta GO GO Adios…
It’ll never be the way it was before
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away

Rap II
Too many times have I lost control,
and now I'm steady walking out the door //
and it's only right for me to let you know /
I'm gone ..
on the next jet to a set where I don’t need nothing planned and //
Party it up with all I can, with all my will, with all I am /

Sometimes lovers need a holiday and that’s just the way it is
I see the stars aligned we’re ready to go
Show you that the world is ready for me (yeah)

Chorus:
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…
Adios and I’m out the door
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…
Can’t go on playin’ you no more
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away
Babe I gotta GO GO Adios…
It’ll never be the way it was before
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away

Bridge
Gonna fly to where my water’s sky blue
Martini, Margaritas on the beach
Yeah now’s the time to party the night through
Not you girl no one but me

Rap III
That's right It's time for me to party it up...
and it ain’t starting with us /
just me and the team overseas we're going off to the club //
I said I’m going g g going gone //
I said I'm going g g going gone //

Chorus
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…
Adios and I’m out the door
Babe I gotta GO GO baby roll…
Can’t go on playin’ you no more
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away
Babe I gotta GO GO Adios…
It’ll never be the way it was before
Gonna go far away
Babe I’m goin’ far far away

I don’t have the words to say…but baby I’m goin’ away…

JYJ from 東方神起


JYJ from 東方神起
This.
Made me cried so hard.
Kim Jae Joong I LOVE YOU BURST!!!!!!!!

SHIT YOU!
DONT MAKE ME ENVY THAI PEOPLE EVEN MORE.
IT'S REACHING THE MAXIMUM POINT.

What is happening?
Concert in Indo - canceled.
Concert in Spore - canceled.

This makes me feels like going Thai concert even even more.

I hope the next news from C-Jes is : Concert in Malaysia - day/month/2011.

flumpool - 春風

春風
-flumpool
  

  作詩:山村隆太, 百田留衣
作曲:百田留衣

  
  
  もっと 話していたいよ
『好想再跟你说说话』
  ずっと 笑っていたいよ
『好想一直笑着』
  きっと いつまでも 変わることない
『这一切定然 永远 都不会变』
  君のいない 日々など.
『没有你的日子』
  想像も出来なかった
『我根本无法想象』
  
  ずっと 手を繋いでいたい
『好想一直牵着你的手』
  ぎゅっと 握り締めていたい
『紧紧地握住你的手』
  きっと いつまでも 変わることない
『这一切定然 永远 都不会变』
  君といた 日々を今
『与你在一起的日子 而今』
  もう一度だけで いいから
『在重温一次 也足矣』
  
  もしも願いが 叶うのならば
『倘若愿望能够实现的话』
  僕はいつでも 君に会いに行く
『我无论何时都会 前去见你』
  幾つもの夜 越えて来ただろう
『穿越无数的夜晚而来吧』
  君に捧げる ただ この歌を
『仅仅 只为向你献上 这一首歌』
  
  凛とした君の顔も
『你凛冽的脸庞』
  ちょっと甲高い声も
『稍微高亢些许的声音也』
  いつか 記憶から 消えてしまうなら
『总有天 从记忆里 渐渐消逝』
  今すぐ 「さよなら」
『此时此刻 “再见”』
  それが出来ないから 歌うよ
『我说不出来 所以 我选择歌唱』
  
  たとえ願いが 叶わなくても
『纵使愿望无法实现』
  僕は迷わず 君に会いに行く
『我也会毫不犹豫地 前去见你』
  幾つもの夜 越えて来ただろう
『穿越无数的夜晚而来吧』
  君に捧げる ただ この歌を
『仅仅 只为向你献上 这一首歌』
  
  去年君がくれた
『去年你给我的』
  リュックのポケットに
『在我的背包的袋子上』
  「がんばれ」って書いた手紙
『写上“加油”的那封信』
  いま季節が変わる
『而今季节变换』
  新しい風よ吹け
『吹起清新的风』
  この声届け もう一度 君のもとへ
『将我的声音传递 再一次 吹向你的身边』
  
  君といた街 雑踏の中
『在你曾经待过的街道 茫茫人海里』
  君の面影 探してしまう
『搜寻你的踪影』
  ただ会いたくて ただ会いたくて
『仅仅只是因为太想见到你 仅仅只是因为太想见到你』
  いつまでも ただ 立ち竦んでた
『一直一直 就那么 呆呆地伫立着』
  もしも願いが 叶うのならば
『倘若愿望能够实现的话』
  僕はいつでも 君に会いに行く
『我无论何时都会 前去见你』
  幾つもの夜 越えて来ただろう
『穿越无数的夜晚而来吧』
  君に捧げる ただ この歌を
『仅仅 只为向你献上 这一首歌』

Had a dream full of snakes, worms, leeches and all sorts of insects.
WADAFAK!!!

There's a lot on my mind.
but none goes to my heart.
What's wrong?

Sometimes,
Kim Jae Joong is the only one i can talk to.
Someone who will never reply me.
How pathetic.

君に届け



君に届け
Kimi ni Todoke.
A story of love and friendship happening in high school.

Sometimes i love watching Japanese pure love story.
It's just so beautiful.
It might be boring for some people,
but i love it.

Kimi ni todoke is a really very nice movie.
It reminds me some of my secondary moments.
But there's a moment,
made me feel so empty and lonely.
No faces appear in my mind during that scene.
Why?
I wonder.
A question that i will never get an answer.

Do I really have it?
If yes,
who is it?
I don't know.

===
If I changed,
you changed first.
Remember that.

OMJ

HAHAHAHAHA OMKJJ HOW CAN YOU BE SO CUTE?!

He actually called someone "papa".
And i think the person is not a lot more elder than him.
HAHAHA OMJ.
A 25 years old man still playing papa and son thing.
CUTE BURST!!!

And he can get along well with people so soon!!
I still remember the time they went to US,
and they knew Shane Yoon, Mr Egg.
Now,
he knew this "papa".
My man.
(^-^)/
Very strong communication skill and always treating people with a sincere heart.
One fine day the god will reward you by granting all your wishes.
Sparing you away from all sadness.
I believe that day will come.
And you deserve it.

===
And once again,
i've learnt the reality.
Well,
I guess I have to wave goodbye to someone whom i thought he will take me as what i take him as.
Anyhow,
thank you for letting me know,
actually my presence is not necessary in your life.
And that you have to reject my wish.
Thank you for letting me know.
Thanks.
And now,
Goodbye.

OMKJJ accurate burst.

在大多数人眼睛里的狮子座是富有霸气,有点傲气,自尊心特别强的一个星座。不能说狮子的人都是成功者,但是至少狮子希望自己在别人的眼中,是成功者。

由于狮子的天性,所以大多的狮子都很爱面子,他们喜欢金光闪闪的东西,喜欢别人表扬和佩服,还有结交朋友的天分。狮子在很多场合都是非常强势的,其实狮子的 大多数人,看似没有心机不善于周旋在权利斗争中,但是狮子的心理有一本自己的帐,他们不卷进斗争,是因为他们认为无论谁赢都不会撼动自己的地位。

每 个星座都有自己的独特的地方,所以没有说绝对的好,和坏,狮子座的人喜欢和没有心机的人交朋友,就是那种为朋友两肋插刀的那种,一旦成了朋友,狮子就把你 归为自己人,在他的控制范围内了,那样有时候会给那些人带来困饶,因为觉得狮子太粘,感觉不太对味!!!其实狮子心理明白付出不一定有回报,但是,作为狮 子来说,宁愿别人负我,我也决不负人。

也许看到这里,你会觉得狮子虽然卤莽,自大,但是好象还挺重情谊,可是千万别因为这样,就把狮子呼来吓去,以为狮子一直会包容。狮子重情,但也最决情,真 到决情时,你跪下来一哭二闹三上吊,狮子只会笑笑,然后告诉你:这世界上没有谁离开是活不下去。在狮子心里也有一道软肋,柔弱而敏感的神经,让他们在自认 为遇到危险的时候,就杨起爪子,竖起毛来准备对抗。在外人看来,你的恋爱好像都是你处于上风吧(尤其女狮,一副唯我独尊的神情),对方全听你的好不威风, 但又有多少人知,其实依赖对方的是你,最害怕失去对方的也是你。

狮子是没有具体的原则的,很多人看起来,狮子非常随和,但是其实没有原则是最大的原则,在他们说随便的时候,其实心里有个底线,只是不表露,没有牵扯到 底线问题,以前好商量。当狮子在说:你主意吧,我随便的时候,他们心理其实也有了备用的方案,如果你把皮球踢了回来,他们也就拿出备用方案 了。

狮子座的人经常会有希奇古怪的念头,让人觉得很无厘头,他们想问题的方式往往很直接,所以不太会转弯,这让很多人认为狮子的直爽和没有心机。可是大家想 想,这世界上真有没有心机的成熟正常人吗?狮子的没有心机是因为他们觉得没有必要去用这样的手段,狮子表现出来很多幼稚的想法,是因为他们不愿意过多的去 想复杂,而不是不能去想。因为狮子非常理想化,一个没有受过污染和社会熏陶的狮子,是那种会在大冬天跑到操场上躺一个晚上看星星的人。所以,踏上复杂的社 会以后,狮子只能把这样的愿望和纯洁藏在心里,然后迅速带上假面具,在社会中游走。狮子对人的喜厄表现的非常直接,除非是那种不能得罪的人,要不,狮子对 朋友就是热情如火,而对敌人,是想法打击不让他有翻身的机会。这和蝎子的报复心不同,狮子会用正大光明的手段,在很多人面前打击你一下。报复完了以后,就 早抛到脑后去了,因为他们的事情看上去太多了。当然这个也是狮子的一个性格,就是怕寂寞,怕寂寞不是不能承受寂寞,狮子们是很享受难得的寂寞的,但是在狮 子心里装着很多放不下的事情,所以,他们希望他们放不下的人,也能经常关心他,他放不下的事情,总是能够有好的结果。所以,不要让狮子一个人呆在寂寞中脑 子乱想,一旦他们思路理清,或者打算放弃,那时候你用十辆牛车都是拉不回来的。当然,狮子的心是软的,你假装若者,在狮狮们面前一哭,二闹,三可怜,狮狮 估计就吃不消了,马上又心软了。谁叫你触动了他们那一点点悲剧情怀呢!!!和狮子座的人做朋友,会是一件很开心的事情,因为对于朋友界定,狮子是很宽泛 的,而且为了面子之类的问题,多数时候对于朋友的请求和帮忙也是非常乐意的。所以,交个这样的朋友不错。但能牵拌住狮子的不是感情,是责任。一种与身俱来 的责任感。狮子的内心其实是很有悲剧情节的,只是表现出来的确是特别的阳光。

Actually,
I would appreciate if people stop talking about academic thing with me now.

Just give me a break,
please?

Simple Plans.

Welcome to My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

===

I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

===

Jump

I dont wanna wake up today
Cause everyday's the same
And I'd been waiting so long
For things to change
I'm sick of this town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends 'cause everyone's jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free
I'm so frustrated, I just wanna

Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump

I don't wanna wake up one day
And find out it's too late
To do all the things I wanna do
So I'm gonna pack up my bags
I'm never coming back
'Cause the years are passing by
And I'm wasting all my ti-ti-time
Sick of this house
Sick of being broke
Sick of this town, that's bringing me down
I'm sick of this place, I wanna break free,
I'm so frustrated, I just wanna jump

Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I just wanna jump

I can't take it anymore [x3]

Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problems
It's time to let them go
Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump (Jump!)

I just wanna jump

===

Thank You

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

===

Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me



===

Can't you feel that the lyrics are fucking match with life?
My life.
Yes.
It matches for like bloody 87% .

FUCK YOU REDSTAR.
SERIOUSLY.

FUCK YOU.

This time seriously,
FUCK YOU FINANCIAL DERIVATIVES!!!
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU?!?!


福山雅治 - 最愛

最愛
- 福山雅治


夢のような人だから 夢のように消えるのです
像夢一樣的人,會像夢一樣的消失
その運命を知りながら めくられてきた季節のページ
知道這樣的命運,還是翻開季節的頁面
落ちてはとける粉雪みたい 止まらない想い
像掉落消融的粉雪,不能停止的思念


愛さなくていいから 遠くで見守ってて
不愛也沒關係,我會遠遠的守護著你
強がってるんだよ でも繋がってたいんだよ あなたがまだ好きだから
其實是在逞強想和你在一起因為我還喜歡你
もっと泣けばよかった もっと笑えばよかった
能再哭一下多好能再笑一點多好
「バカだな」って言ってよ 「気にするな」って言ってよ
「真是傻瓜啊」 「不要擔心」
あなたにただ逢いたくて
只想和你在一起


初めてでした これまでの日々 間違ってないと思えたこと
是第一次至今的每一天覺得是那麼正確的
陽だまりみたいな その笑顔 生きる道を照らしてくれました
像太陽似的那個笑容為我照亮了生活下去的道路
心の雨に傘をくれたのは あなた一人だった
為心中的雨撐起傘的,是你一個人


愛せなくていいから ここから見守ってる
不能愛也沒關係我會在這守護著你
強がってるんだよ でも繋がってたいんだよ あなたがまだ好きだから
其實是在逞強想和你在一起因為我還喜歡著你
同じ月の下で 同じ涙流した
在同一月亮下 流著一樣的淚
「ダメなんだよ」って 「離れたくない」って ただ一言ただ言えなくて
「這樣不行呢」「不想與你分開」 只是這句話我卻說不出口


いつか生命の旅 終わるその時も祈るでしょう
什麼時候生命的旅程結束的時候也要為你祈禱吧
あなたが憧れたあなたであること その笑顔を 幸せを
願我愛慕的你的笑容幸福


愛さなくていいから 遠くで見守ってて
不愛也沒關係,我會遠遠的守護著你
強がってるんだよ でも繋がってたいんだよ あなたがまだ好きだから
其實是在逞強想和你在一起因為我還喜歡著你
もっと泣けばよかった もっと笑えばよかったのかな
能再哭一下多好能再笑一點多好
「バカだな」って言ってよ 「気にするな」って言ってよ
「真是傻瓜啊」 「不要擔心」
あなたにただ逢いたくて
只想和你在一起

あなたにただ逢いたくて
只想和你在一起

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CALLED THE WRONG PERSON!!!
NO WONDER THE VOICE SOUNDS SO DIFFERENT!!!
OMFG FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

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IM REALLY SO STRESS SO STRESS SO STRESS.
PULLING ME TO THE LIMIT AND NEARLY BREAK IT.
But suddenly,
*poof*
it's all gone.
But i know it's going to be continue tomorrow.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!

2AM - 최고의 사랑 (The Best Love)

최고의 사랑
- 2AM

By : 황성진 (Hwang Seong Jin)
Arrangement : 김진환 (Kim Jin Hwan)

진운
그대는 꿈 같은 사람이기에..
Because you are just like a dream…
그렇게 꿈처럼 사라질 거에요..
you will disappear like a dream…
그런 그대를 알고 사랑하면서..
Because I come to know and love someone like you…
추억들이 남겨진 계절속의 page
memories are left behind in the pages of seasons

슬옹
떨어지는 눈처럼 언젠가는 사라질
Someday you will disappear just like the falling snow
그대란걸 난 알아요
I know it will be like that

진운
나를 사랑하지 않아도.. 이젠 모두 지웠다고 해도..
Even if you don’t love me… Even if you say you have erased everything…
아무렇지 않을래.. 아니 더 웃으면서 지내볼께
I will be alright… no, I will smile brighter and keep going on
나 때문에 그댄 힘들지마요..
Don’t be sad because of me…

슬옹
많이 울걸 그랬었나봐… 항상 웃어줄걸 그랬어..
I’m afraid I often made you cry… I thought I would always make you smile…
나 같은 바본 없다고.. 차라리 뭐라고 좀 해줘
Just say if there’s no such a fool like me… just say maybe it’d be better…
너무나도 그대가 보고싶어..
I miss you so much…

창민
내겐 처음이었어.. 너와의 추억들이..
You are my first… memories with you…
나의 선택 너란걸.. 정말 행복했어..
It’s you I chose… and I was very happy…
기쁠때나 아플때나.. 너의 웃음이.
In happiness and in sadness…
가려진 내길을 눈부시게 비쳐줬어..
your smile lighted up my dark path…

조권
살아가는 동안에 그대 함께 했다는걸
The time I spent with you
영원히 잊지 못할꺼야..
I will never forget it as long as I live…

창민
사랑할 수 없어도 좋아..조금 멀리서 그댈 볼꺼야..
It’s okay if you can’t love me… I will watch you from afar…
아무렇지 않을래.. 아니 더 웃으면서 지내볼께
I will be alright… no, I will smile brighter and keep going on
나 때문에 그댄 힘들지마요..
Don’t be sad because of me…

조권
헤어지는 그날밤 달이.. 오늘밤도 내게 돌아왔어..
The month when we parted that night… came round again tonight…
그땐 왜 그랬는지.. 모진말로 또 보내고
Why I was like that back then… I even harshly sent you away
이제서야 그대.. 소중함을 알았어…
Now I know… you are precious…

조권
언젠가 내삶이 끝나도
Even if my life ends someday
언젠가 나를 지워도.. 슬프지 않아..
Even if you forget me someday… I won’t be upset…

창민
나와다른 사람을 만나 지금보다 행복해요..
Go meet another man different from me and please be happy…
그래야 하니까.. 그대니까..
You should do that… because it’s you…

조권
나를 사랑하지 않아도.. 이젠 모두 지웠다고 해도..
Even if you don’t love me… even if you say you have erased everything…
아무렇지 않을래.. 아니 더 웃으면서 지내볼께
I will be alright… no, I will smile brighter and keep going on
나 때문에 그댄 힘들지마요..
Don’t be sad because of me…

창민
많이 울걸 그랬었나봐… 항상 웃어줄걸 그랬었나봐..
I’m afraid I often made you cry… I thought I would always make you smile…
나 같은 바본 없다고.. 차라리 뭐라고 좀 해줘
Just say if there’s no such a fool like me… just say maybe it’d be better…
너무나도 그대가 보고싶어..
I miss you so much…

너무나도 그대가 보고싶어..
I miss you so much…



Korean lyrics from Soribada
TRANSLATION by suzelle@IAM for 2AM - 2AM International Forum (www.iamfor2am.com)

오랜만에무력감.. 오늘느낀것서..

오랜만에무력감.. 오늘느낀것서..

But I had a very very great night!!
Yum cha with my loves.
And finally saw my beloved Chubbie zai!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Chubbie you are so cute!!!
And i think i overcame the licking/saliva phobia!!
Hehehehe.
Chubbie I love you~
You made my day!
(^-^)/

Reminder.

Note for the day :
Noone will mourn for you forever.
Soon people will get distracted and neglected things in past, staying in current,
no matter how bad the past was.

Noone will be there forever.
Everyone lives for themselves.
Never for others.

Stress.

All i feel now is stress

stress

stress

STRESS

STRESS

STRESS

It's reality.

Why must it everytime you ask me to help I'll do.
But when i need help noone will do.
Why?

Once again, i feel reality.

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Broke down.

Handle it on my own.

Process of growing.

It's so painful.

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They always have the ability to make me forger all the hurt and pain i had towards them previously,
replacing it with total happiness.
Yes.
They have the special power.
On me.

Maybe i really treasure them much.

Pray for you. And thank you.

EFFFFF U!
I HATE SATURDAY TESTS!!!

===
And I hope Junsu and Junho is really fine in Japan.
And everyone in Japan.
#prayforjapan


===

Junsu finally landed in Korea!!


Glad that you're alright.
Please stay calm and take a good rest.

omg i feel like crying.
Really really glad that he's alright.

Y U NO


All time top question of mine.
LOL.

Y U NO KISS ME GOOD NIGHT YET,
KIM JAE JOONG!


They are in Thailand now!!!
ㅠㅠ
Y U NO come to Malaysia?!?!


LOL.

Just for fun.

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Y U NO is so addictive!!

Not Enough - Avril Lavigne

Not Enough
- Avril Lavigne

I'm sorry if this hurts you,
but I tried to keep what we had once, I was wrong
it wasn't keeping me awake,
you didn't listen, you didn't listen
you didn't hear me, you didn't hear me
when I said I want more I got no more,
you weren't stealing me away.

It's not enough
it's not enough to give me what it is I want
it's not enough
it's not enough to get me everything I need
And I wish it was
I think its time to give this up.


Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
ohhh
All the memories that we're losing
all the time that I spent with you everyday
I think it's running down the drain
I'm feeling that we're fading
don't make this as hard as you think it would be
it's a lot easier than it seems yeah

It's not enough
it's not enough to get me what it is I want
it's not enough
it's not enough to get me everything I need
and I wish it was
I think its time to give this up.

And I can feel were falling down
slowly slowly
I can see us starting to drown
Can't stop it now
I can see we're burning out
so show me show me
how you gonna turn it around?
because

It's not enough
it's not enough to give me what it is I want
it's not enough
it's not enough to get me everything I need
It's not enough
it's not enough to give me what it is I want
it's not enough its not enough to get me everything I need
and I wish it was
I think its time to give this up.
It's not enough
it's not enough to give me what it is I want
it's not enough
it's not enough to get me everything I need
It's not enough
it's not enough to give me what it is I want
it's not enough
it's not enough to get me everything I need

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

Wish You Were Here
-Avril Lavigne


I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
I love, the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I, never wanna let go
Let go oh oh (x2)

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)


Tests in 3 more consecutive Saturdays.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK!

LOOOOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!
My all time desired perfect piece of art.
OMKJJ!

TVfXQ
SOUL
Hope to the end
With the 2 treble clef of words :
The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor.
A song will outline the sermons in the memory.
And the pretty wing.

I'm super super in love with it.
How i hope they took the photo of the entire back of him.
I would burst into pile of blood.


And of the lower part of his waist.
Too bad this pic only shows a part of his tattoo.
But the video didn't show it either.
I hope the full version will be showing the whole thing.
I really need a clear pic of his whole tattoo on the back!!

And i was successfully being dragged back from falling into ChanSung by this killing smile of his.

Kim Jae Joong,
you won again.
I guess i can never escape from you.

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And.
WTF.
ilovejyj.com was being permanently close down.
Because of the sentence they translated :
But what does not kill us makes us stronger—it is our hope that the fandom will emerge from this as a stronger bastion of support for JYJ.

Darn you SME!!
All the efforts that fans done.
So much work,
so much time,
so much money they had spent on the project.
And it's not even a week.
Fuck you SME.
Seriously.
One fine day i shall see you fall.
And that you're going things that can never hold you up again.
Rot in hell, SME.
JYJ won't be stop by you.
They will overcome it and pass beyond you.
Just cry and regret on every dirty things you did to them.
The day will come.

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And and and.
I'm so into BIGBANG's song recently!!
And actually i love to see the part GD smashes guitar.
And and and I love the last part that TOP does the ment.
And i realised that the fans actually become so so high when it reaches both the parts.
Well,
seems that a lot more people has the same interest with me that's the guitar smashing part.
LOL.
I'm going to count how many guitars that he smashed!
So far i think i saw 1 brown, 1 blue and 1 black.
More to come?
LOL.
BIGBANG jjang!

LIke the fork and the spoon.
Just like me and you.
A very satisfied work of mine.
And i really hope JYJ and ChanSung and SeulOng read my tweet.
LOL.


The appearance of the cake is so nice!!
Well the taste is not bad too but i'm really in love with this!
And at a moment like this,



I WANT A DSLRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

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And i am going to die in my midterm later.
Seriously efffffff you CBM effffffff you banking!

===
Sigh i'm giving up.
Whatever.

EFFFFFFFFF YOU CBM.
I don't know what am I reading.

EFFFFFFFFFFF YOU BOTM!

So much of desire but can get none.
It's so pain.

: :+ nGaR +: :

♥ Love

♥ Love
♥ My Love ♥

:: + BaBieS + ::

:: + BaBieS + ::

:: + BG + ::

:: + BG + ::

BG loves.

Photobucket

For my BG

Side by side or miles apart,
friends like us stay close to the heart.

6s Treasures.

Photobucket

For the 6s

The music may stop now and then, But the the strings will remain forever.

:: + My King + ::

:: + My King + ::
Kim Jae-Joong

TVfXQ

TVfXQ
*~Always Keep The Faith~*

Sung A~

Sung A~
*~My Baby Sung A~*